minyo's world

a definite act of thinking.

2010-09-08T06:23:00.001-07:00

judulnya ga nyambung banget sumpah –________________-.

orang gw ga tau kok mau nulis apa sebenernya. cuman ada insting aja gw pingin nulis something. make bahasa indo pula. haha.

huff.. kayanya emang gw karma akan “something”. belakangan idup gw rusak kalo boleh jujur. masalah dateng lagi dari banyak sisi. maunya apa sih? haha baru aja masalah kelar satu satu.

banyak hal yang bikin gw akhirnya kehilangan tujuan gw. oke gw ngaku gw salah langkah. tapi apakah dengan begini gw bisa selesaikan masalah? apakah gw harus tetep berlaku begini supaya gw bisa dapet apa yang gw mau? ge seneng dapet masukan dari sana sini. bikin gw nyaman dan seenggaknya gw sadar dengan perlakuan gw. tapi secara gak langsung pula makin banyak dari pihak pihak lain yang bikin pandangan gw makin kabur.

sekarang entah apa yang harus gw pikir dan harus gw lakukan. gw pingin memperbaiki semua tapi banya pihak yang secara gak langsung gw ga perlu berbuat apa apa. gw serasa dipojokkan dengan perilaku gw sendiri.

gw ingin dia tau apa yang ada di pikiran gw sekarang. gw pingin dia tau apa mau gw sekarang. tapi buat apa. mana tau gw apa dia sedikitpun ada kepikiran ttg gw apa ndak. apa masih dia peduli gw? gw dibikinnya gila dengan pilihan gw sendiri.

emang yah.. kerasa. gw gak kayak dulu lagi. dulu gw berlaku baru bertindak. sekarang mau berlaku hal kecil aja gw harus mikir 7 kali. ada bagusnya sih. tapi apa ini namuanya gw buang waktu? ini kali ya yang dia bilang gw berubah. huh.

gw masih inget dia bilang “we dont need forever but value what we got now”. kenapa dia bilang begitu? maksudnya apa? kenapa dia ngatain itu di waktu itu?

sekarang jujur aja. semua kerasa. biasa ada orang yang dengerin gw kapanpun, sekarang gak ada lagi. oke gw punya keluarga yang 24-7 saling siap siaga. tapi … kenapa gw masih pingin dia?

gak pernah ada orang yang bikin gw mikir segitu panjangnya. ga pernah ada orang yang bikin gw merasa kehilangan. ga pernah ada orang yang gw taruh perhatian gw full walaupun dia gak ada di sisi gw lagi. ga pernah ada orang yang bikin gw khawatir walaupun dia gak melakukan apapun.

yang gw ingin sebenernya cuman kejelasan sih. kejelasan dan kepercayaan diri gw akan apa yang gw mau dan fakta sesungguhnya dari semua ini.

insting gw kemarin jalan. bahwa waktu kemarin adalah bukan saat puncak. masih ada hal selanjutnya yang akan jadi puncak tapi entah kapan dan apa itu. sampai saat itu, gw masih akan terus point kenyamanan gw. dan itu gak gampang.

falling apart

2010-09-02T08:44:00.001-07:00

sorry to say that this post have to be another mellow kind of sad one. but i just want to write whats on my mind this time. just trying to make a light in my head. –__-;

well..

its very painful for me to know that its already over. i still love him, but now i am not anyone for him anymore. why should i have to be so stupid and idiotic to choose this. my heart still full of him right now, its sad to think that even i feel this me might not feel the same, or even just to think of it.

times like this i always text him, and now that is already gone. i am missing that happy moments with him. i value those all. i don’t really care about things that i gave to him. at all. i didn’t regret it because i gave with my heart and didn’t expect anything but his love. but its really pitiful that now the chance gone and hard to come back.

i want him to know about my true feelings to me. i want to say sorry to him that i didn’t satisfy him back when we was together. i admit that i was still eaten up by my ego back then. i was too care about myself and didn’t think about his position. that is what in my mind. why regret always comes at the end. and realizing something have to be happen when we got in to something.

he is meaningful for me because he was there with me when i went through things. and i can say that he is the one who take a big part in me, changing me in to my true self little by little. i miss his warmth that will be so hard to get it back.

even we start everything in an extraordinary way, but that is what makes it special. and now, ended like this. i can feel the depth of the feeling scratching every possible part inside me.

but if i can be truthful, i am still put a hope. even if its impossible, but whenever i think of the hope my feelings becomes lighter. i know that chances for the hope wont go well is about 99.9999% even more. now i am on bias. i want to still holding my hope to makes it bigger but i also think that its impossible at the same time. this feeling is what i hate the most, makes me feel all wrong.

i can recall the time when he was proud got me as his gf. maybe even thats only in my mind but it feels great to feel it. that time, i felt that just be near him is enough. the comfort i got is different. some say its useless to put hope. but i dont want to remove the hope from me. it is blurred still, makes me confuse. but somethings inside me just dont want to let it go.

what i think why i should choose this is i want to give him space, and put hope for it to becomes better and turn out good in in the future. i need to understand what he feels. i think that i should have to go away from him so he can be better in any possibilities. its hurt now, i know. even i didn’t cry ,but inside it cracked me up real bad. someone say that cry inside is more painful. now i know how pain it is.

its wrong to still be faithful when things end but what i felt is that way. i cant even bother. i will just have to strengthen my heart to go through things by myself. have to face and fight. i dont know how long will this last. but i will just try to go through, let things go naturally. and i hope ended good.

people say i should have feel mad or something. but i cant. its just didnt passed through my mind at all. why??

anyhow, now i need time to think more clearly and plan what i should, what i should feel. going through this is hard but i have to face things that comes because of what i choose to do. i want feelings of bias like this finish soon. i want to be better to know what i want and i want to learn fight for it until i get the best.

god, please just give me strength to continue this story. and please dont let me dilute inside of things that makes me cant grow. i want to fight for myself i really do. i want to continue learning that. hope u allow me god. :]

holiday today!

2010-06-17T09:30:00.001-07:00

yeah, it feel so damn fast. i already done my second semester and now already in another holiday. got 2 and a half months holiday, i decided to do different things during this holiday. i feel like i need to do new things as in i realise that i have so many time that i dont want to waste. i am young, and have a lot of chances. i hope during this holiday i can find a new and exciting things that i havent ever discover in my life. currently i am on msn with my bb (who is in shenzhen) and was just talking about things happened today. he said he feel bored, and i was gave him idea to do new things during holiday. i got an idea that is really good and i also havent try, but would love to. the idea is to spend a day go backpacking around the city with carrying only $10 or so. and just see what can we do with that. that was a freakingly nice idea. i have to do that soon. this weekend i am free, so.. i will try it for sure hhe. besides that, my plan during the holiday will be: - draw my familys face potrait, - go bbq with my mom dad n sis - take a photo package with mom dad n sist - cut my hair - learn chinese - bake cookie for my grandma - painting - excercise for my big tumm tumm - go vietnam - try to make money from anything. i have to try this (might b my priority) - pray more - update my blog more about my holiday - keep in touch with my old friends - took more photos - growing my idea about make a business from drawing and producing post cards. - do some volunteer works sounds fun =D - i wanna visit orphan house~ wanna see different things =D - so many that i wanna dooo` i hope i can do it~ hhe anyway.. will update more later~ see ya peeps

chooooo day

2010-05-10T06:44:00.001-07:00

chooo day my mom go back to indonesia.

chooo day i woke up late, no jog.

chooo day i went to school late.

chooo day i missed out breakfast :( which makes me super hungry.

chooo day i play band hero after copy math homework on break time. ;p

chooo day i got into long queue to drawback my returned cheque –_-.not fab.lol

chooo day i do half set of bootcamp muscle training.

chooo day i crave protein, and i satisfy it by cook and eat my very own tuna patty with salad, finished up with literally a bite of each banana bread and lemon bread plus first row of cadbury hazelnut 58% chocolate. haha. i know am on diet, but human still need junks to satisfy their crave rite? ;p haha.

chooo day i took and edited a couple of my friends picture. my giiiirrlzz~~sarah, wenny, and lam. and talked about make a blog togetha with sarah

did i mentioned band hero? lol!yesssssssss!! i got the set of it yesterday.

spotted and bought it at orchard central yesterday =D i am one happy girl. really xD after go home i was rushing n try to play the game. lol. i was too excited until i ignored my bb. lol. he let me play anyway :p mahahaha.

rewind and back to mothers day day =D me and mom went out to have mothers day breakfast at coffee bean. i went there and only ordered brewed green tea cus i packed my own breakfast, mashed pumpkin bran {fancy name huh? =p} hha. mom got her cran oatmeal and as well as cup of tea. after had breakfast i go to the supermarket to get ingredients to bake something for my mom. got back home, i start baking and i gave surprise for mom. :]

that day i also got a mail from my dear chaz :] so nice!

i went to orchard central yesterday actually only to get a letter paper to write a reply letter to chaz, but finally my shopping nerves cant be controlled so i bought many papers and one purple board, i planned to make a decorated board to stick sum stuffs there. hehe.erhm.. aswell as the band heroset ;p hha

actually i have to go out shop sum make ups for nikki unnie, but i was busy the other day so maybe will go shopping on wednesday. ^^ have i told u that we will exchange some make up brands? :D am excited! yayyyeerss~ because of viewing nikki unnie blog i was inspired to do some make up experience again, been a while i havent play with colors.

i bought so many eyeshadows and stuffs but never use it. lol. i dun wanna waste so i triedyesterday. i think i shall do it more often yea? xD hhe.

as u peeps know i cook tuna patty today, so i am going to write the recipes here. hhe. it was one of the kickass recipes i made!! lol. tastes awesome yet so healthy :D pump up your protein guys :D kekeke

tuna patty recipes byminyo

ingredients:

-1/3 canned tuna (i used canned tuna in water)

-1/2 cup bran cereal, crushed with food processor or blender

-pinch of salt

-hotsauce

-approx. 2 egg whites

how to do?

just mix all the ingredients together, heat your pan, spray with cooking oil or just wipe it with oiled kitchen paper, make a ball {golf ball size} of the ingredients, pat it a bit, put on the pan, fried 3 to 4 minute per side or until brown.

voila~ u may eat the yummerrss ball ;p hhe

::RANDOMING::

made a horor face. hahahhah. :p

made this like abt 2 weeks ago. hha. we had fun take pictures~ love you girlssssssssssssss

::was thinking to make a dance group to make some kpop cover dance. found sum friends already =D my dear rose and julie =D will talk abt this more lataz~ wee~~ am so excited! ::

this is how people who go on diet like me satisfy their sweets carb-y crave. lol spread WW bread with many kinds of jam and chesse. haha. pretty tricky huh? but this really works well. dont go too hard on your diet people.. take it easy and enjoy your diet :] hahhasss…

took ~~pretty much~~ tonssss of pictures lately. haha. need to practice for thursday rite ;p lmaoo jks ;p caz i admit, taking picts is my hobby. cant stay away from it even only for 1 minutes. haha. okok. i lied. 1 second xD

c yah lataaaz peepz~ <3 leeerrrvvzz yahh~

confronting problems in my process to success. a painful pleasure.

2010-05-06T08:36:00.001-07:00

peeps, u might often heard about guilty pleasure right? guilty pleasure is somewhat we call for some “wrong” things we do but bring pleasure and happiness toward us. then what is a painful pleasure? for me, it is a thing that come or happen in life which is bring pain but after i pass through that thing, i found something good which makes me happy, and as well as bring me to a brighter point than the time before i gone through the pain. which is good, not bad. *cough* well,, even in the pain process i usually nag nag nag, complain, or even just want to give up already, i just try be patient and grab a good result as soon as possible. things like that makes us feel even more satisfy, and makes thing we have more valuable for us. :)

and now, actually i feel like i am in that pain process. since i feel like many problems always come and never over. its like a chain, which is so long. *sigh*

my mom was hospitalized since yesterday. she got a terrible headache, when i was in school she call me to go home and when i arrived she already 80% to be fainted away. so scary, so i bring her to raffles hospital in bugis. after we arrived, she got oxygen string attached to her nose, and as well as a pulse detector machine which is been stick by the nurses to detect the heart beat. she also was gone through a ct scan to help doctors diagnose the problem. i took her around 10 am, shortly after we arrived there one of my mom business colleague came to accompany us. good thing that at 12 bb came to help me too. after the ct scan the doctor said there was nothing weird happened but she need to be hospitalized. that time i have to go back and settle some things down, so i asked bb to accompany mom to be transferred to the room and look after her if something happen or mum need something. been two hours i was at home and busy with stuff, mom call and told me that bb will come to take her medicine. bb come very fast and took d med and like a flash he go back to hospital again. i really have to thanked him, because if he’s not there i dont have anyone to be counted on here, and also for his patience go here and there and stay at hospital for 7 hours. bb, arigatou :) saranghae~ <3

now i sat down here, next to mom’s bed accompany her and thinking other things that caused by or maybe causing my mom to be like this.this incident is connected to some problems which mom think a lot lately not to mentioned that the problem also occur to me. i had to be included and took responsibility to it. cant say the precise thing here, because its not the time yet or its just not suitable to be published to public …or yeah, maybe i just chickened out because of just embarrassed by the truth. :/

even in hospital, i cant hold the narcism nerves in me. so powerfull :p

needless to say, i got body pain today and lack of sleep because of the improper accommodation for the guardians of the patient. they only prepare a chair and some sofa in the lobby, so i try to slept on both of it,i found it not even nice so finally i just sat on the floor and fell asleep there. lol. shiz, the room damn cold! i even use a pashmina and a towel to cover my body. one more night i need to sleep like that, its okay. i just dont want to go back home. if i am at home i will be even more worried. i better stick to her so i know what happen to her and just can see her. i dont want something bad happen and i am not here. just incase, i am not whish something to happen but i just get paranoid if i go away.

anyway, there is also some good news anyway. mom will be discharged tomorrow, maybe afternoon. or maybe in the morning when i will be at school. a good thing that her friend will come to help her with everything. i want to stay but i already skip 2 classes yesterday, i dun wan get warning letter, and mom also suggest me to go to school anyway, so yeah i will attend class tomorrow.

this morning when i want to make a mail to mrs. wenshan about my program transfer, i saw my inbox and found a mail. i opened it, i tought its just another junk mail but its not. it even thousand times better than that! the mail informed me that i am chosen to be featured in teenage magazine in singapore. yay! actually, last week people from the related magazine was came to school and they found us, (me and my friends) and took our pictures. they said they will pick some students from psb to be featured as a model for coming edition. waaa~ omg!! so happy! i will have another experience later! yayayayayy~ :D i texted paolo loco and he said he also got in! :) so happy~ lol, a funny thing, paolo said we will be a magazine buddy. lmao~ the photo shoot will be on 13ts april @ 2 pm. sooooo excited =D

today bb also came and accompany me till dinner time. we went to bugis junction to take a walk and get dinner while mom was sleeping. hehe. oyea, another super hilarious thing was happened when we was take a walk in the mall. so, there in the mall they have a bridal exhibition. we walked passed through it to go to another part of the mall. so, theres an old man came approach us. i suspect he was one of the promoter guy there. i know that he will offer something about the bridal to us. so when he talked with my bb (in chinese) i laugh myself to death. and my prediction was right, bb said that the old man ask us if we already married or not and offer us to make pictures, a bridal picture. oh my god. i cant held myself not to laugh out loud! its just simply funny! hahaha xD

o! o! i was visited the body shop today and found one parfume i want to buy after i finished all my stock haha. cherry blossom fragrance! so nice! even bb likes it. i will definitely buy it later :D

yesterday i bought a drawing book.

its so nice! the book looks like a novel book but its plain inside. so people wont know if its a drawing book, they might think its only just a novel book haha. i decided to buy a new drawing book because i want to start collect my creations in a serious way. since i am thinking to go to an art school right after i finish my course in psb :) hehe. yesterday i draw a japanese old man do a decorating flowers tradition, and today i draw my bb, in realistic style. so hard! i spent like an hour or so to make it but its still not look similar.

i need to practice more ><

anyway, i have to sleep. tomorrow i will go jogging at 5 again. have to sleep early a bit :p hhehe.. see you peeps~ <3

what in me. in me-nyo.

2010-05-04T09:22:00.001-07:00

oiiiiiiii~ ya~ ya~~ i cant belief i choose another lame title for my blog post. hahaha. this is like the thousand times already :p. never think to improve my skill to choose a classy or even a just a better title. haha.

anywhoo… its already been a long long loong time i havent update a proper blog post huh? the last time is just a shortiez about my pre-bday party right? xD its been about a month since that day :) before we moved on to a blogging session, i want to review about the party~ haha. well.. cant describe anything but one word.. A BLAST! haha. really. i can say that in many perspective. from a bad thing to a good one, from a miserably tiring and sad, to a limitless fun *coughgotwastedcough*. haha. yeah.. this is the second birthday that i cant forget in my entire life. really. :)

thank you for all people who came, had fun togetha, and those who was listen to my ramblings that night. i appreciate it. you guys are friends for life, i cant ask for more ^^. besides had fun, there’s also sum sad things happened. just like in exactly the next day, my college brother decided to go back to his country for good (even though a good thing happen which caused by his un-steady-ness he came back to Singapore already.lol), other thing .. there was a small accident happened as well. but for a whole it was a good good night :)

okayyyhhhzz.. jump in to the blogging session.

… O______________O; *huh?so that long long essay was not a part of the blog??* lolllll~ i say: “nope!! it was just an opening peeps~” hahaha.

hmm.. i like when i do a list for anything that happened recently. so, i decided to do it again now :p pardon my laziness to write in a proper-story-like essay. kekekeke. so here it goes..

- i decided to write this entry because of when i was chatting to my boyfried on msn, we was talked about a blog then suddenly i was remind that i do have an unintentionally-neglected-blog which i havent touched for about more than 30 days. if my blog were a bread, this already become a blac-toxicfull-mouldy bread. :p

- oh yeah! i mentioned about boyfriend, but i never wrote about it here in my very own blog *sigh~ how come??* hha. well yea, i do attached with a boy already. in less than two week we will step in to our second month. ^___^v well so this boy from senzhen have a name, bao zhong jiang. we called him alvin most of the time :p. so far he is kind, but so so so so so so soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo … how to say.. i dunno how to say.. haha.. he is so hyperactive i can say, and somehow idiotic :p. haha.just kidding~ but i like it anyway, he is good in making me comfortable without being excessively annoying. haha. *thumbs up bb~ thumbs up ;) air kiss~<3*. he is in the same school with me same year but different group, he is in A while i’m in C. a thing which makes me super jealous of him is… HE GOT AN ABILITY TO RETAIN HIS BODY FIGURE DESPITE THE FACT THAT HE ATE A TOOONNNZZZZ OF FOOD. shizzz.. why i cant be like him? –________________-; haha.. jah~ nevermind~ i cant keep jeaousing~ being a chubby is nice as well ;p. oyeah.. speaking of chubby, i am a bit “irritated” whenever he mention about my tummy. –_- ok i kno its big, but omg. even though he said its cute am still like –> O_________o;;; “huh?!what!?seriously??wth?”lol.. haih.. nevermind~ i am in process to lose it and so far it shows a positive result. good :) hahahaha~~ bb~ your toy will gone~~ hahahahhhahhahahaha~ >:p oyah, anyway.. this is him.. this is the boy who took off and get rid of my “single” status. :p call him bb, instead of alvin most of the time tough. :p hehehe.oyea, another funfact about this boy: bb love rice =D kakakaka.

- i decided not to D and S again now. its just enough for me. i realized that my prime purpose is only to taste and see how it feels. now, see the fact that i already get what i want,i thinked.. why should i continue to do those self-destruct thing? before its too late i will repair all the damaged element in me. i decide and i can make it. i know :) its not that i regret about what i did, infact i feel i was been blessed by it to see another tiny part of what we call life. oh! and..and..and.. maybe its just my feeling but i really feel that i feel i am not suitable to that kind of thing. i feel sick whenever i do it since a-so-called-big-day that happened recently, well in aid to it i think that i still can have fun without it, i can substitute with anything else right? :)

- i put golden extension to my hair. my mom said i looked like a wolverine. haha. :p

am i?

- had a tea time in a tea cafe called TWG in i.on in the weekend. i had sakura tea, while mom get a sweet french tea. both nice with a different characteristic and body of the tea. mine is sweet, mom is sexy kind of taste. haha. well..described that way because it was the first thing that popped in our mind hehehe. i choose rose n caramel macaroon and mom order a pair of scone for our snack. so nice! i think me and mom need to have this kind of time more often ^^ – getting more and more closer to my girls :) wenny and lam. they both are like friends who was dropped from heaven special for me. hehe. they both nice!! we getting closer and spend more time together. <3 u girls~ – gained back my weight, and there was a time i nearly touched the limit. to avoid it, i excercise more. jog in the morning with some set of abs-workout. pretty effective, twin upper abs on my upper stomach already appeared. yayersss~ oyea, am not ashamed to admit that i am a diet-pill consumer. i consumed but only in aim to held me lost weight and shape my body without abusing it :D just in moderation. i think that as long as we know clearly the ingredients in it and choose the best type which not harm to our body its okay. :) it was made to help right? so why not give it a chance in adjust it in out diet? :D cool enough. (haha~ damn~ i feels ssooo cool saying this) :p hehehhe.

-posted a video of me singing “everytime – cascada” in facebook. whenever i re-play it i feel damn retarded so i choose not to click the “play” button , and just click another url instead of it. haha. do i have sum disorder of shamefull of something i did or something? xD haha.

- i was thinking to change school, i even e-mailed lasalle, an art school in singapore about this idea. haha. but i decided to stay in my course, in which i am in a process changing the major from accounting to marketing management. haha. i will go to art school after i finish this school :) support me :D

- i admit i got a drawing-in-class-disorder. haha. seriously. i draw a lot lot lot of things during the class instead of paying attention to teacher these days. well, i do study but my mind was a bit distracted to draw draw draw. tomorrow i will go to but a sketch book and start gather sketches. hehe. so it wont be a waste right?

- currently progressing a coreography to a dbsk-concert-opening-song. the arrangement is nice. so cool so i got a feeling to dance to that song.hehe

- was attracted to play dj hero and dota and ds ragnarok. shiz. why i became so childish? O___O

- learning chinese language. so far i know one to ten. haha. hella proud mannn~ xD

- my sister will study here. so me and mom currently busy arrange the essential’s for her sake.

- cant go out that often cuz mum here, and my sister will move in soon. hah. had to train myself to limiting. hhe. :p actually i dont mind of it. but i dont want mom become obsessively control my life without realizing that i have social life as well, the dim signal to it i already feel, and fear it.. i have to think a way to confront it well. i dont want another misconception happened again. hmm.. hope i can have a solution to it soon..

- papa told me that i should try to make money with my ability in art and editing photo. nice idea. considering it now. haha

- have to train to concentrate and make a a clear aim about things to do.

- have to study for final exam! sleep early, woke up early, excercise and get full concentration! yes. thats my formula. am trying my best to start that cycle. go minyo! go!!!

- get toned body!!(tummy!)

- eat goat and bird food some more for the sake of getting a good body. that what a girl should do. maintain and do the best for their body, not to forget to take a good good care. a hard thing if we always think that it will be hard. but if it will be east peasy if we think its an easy thing to do. all in mind, just enjoy everything.

- in a detoxifying progress. meaning, literally to all aspects in my life. inside and out. health, mind, lifestyle. god, family, social. hope can do good. :)

- still,, enjoying asian songs. in addition to that, i also updating and listening to some western song :p since its global. haha

- OH!MY!MY! I HAVE TO START TRAIN FOR PRESENTATION DAY!!!F*CK OF*!!!!!

- will bake on weekend and already booked my bb to help me eat those baked goods. am still looking for some recipes, and i still dont know what should i bake. hehe. =p

-i am start to think that this post is too long, and somehow i started to be lack of idea about what to write so i just stare at the monitor with an empty mind which also working to find idea. i dont know if i will still do this till next 5 minutes or not. haha.

-well, okay. i think i need to stop here.haha. because i still dont get any idea, and when i looked at the clock its already past one hour to my bedtime. –___- again, i fail to sleep early. kekkeeke…

sooooooooooo~

see ya soon peeps~ good night!! =D

nox of luminosity

2010-04-08T06:33:00.001-07:00

will make a bbq party tomorro. i give it a name nox of luminosity, meanings the night that is shiny and full of sparkle.

lol. actually i dun have a plan to give it a name, but since facebook ask the name of the event so i choose dat name.lmfao.

i made 2 banner for it

haha… just so so la.. xD

i invite many people to come tomorro.. expecting around 40 people will come~ yayyyeerrrss~

cant waiiit :3

it will start at 7.30, will finish at 11.00 but i think there will be an extention of d party,,haha,, feels wanna go club haha

i wanna buy many booze, but.. no budget already TT_________________TT sad sad sad.

i wont cook tomorro i think haha cuz i aldy order the ready made bbq food. only need to grill em. so convinient for a lazy girl like me..hahhaha..

hope tomorro can be a fun day ^^

cant wait.

aaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggg

2010-04-07T22:22:00.001-07:00

daaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyymmmmm…

what am i doinggggggggggggg!?!?!?!??!!!?!?

my brain mixed up, my heart feels uneasy, everything i do seems all wrong.

why why why?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

i tried d best, why for appreciating my effort is such a big deal???

what to do ~_____________________~;

i missed my happy life, being an innocent that dont know anything about the world n just do whatever she like without thinking n just dont care about any possible outcome will be.

mom, i am sorry i lied. u know me.. i cant lie.. so by the time when i lie u know it already. i dont mean to lie to you. lying is a hard thing for me. its just that, there is a situation that makes me thinking its better to lie to you. really, am sorry.

why am i just simply stupid. yea. people right, being a teenager is quite of hard thing.

i want to repair all my mistakes that ive been made. but..

…

i am just like any other teenagers out there that have one same question..

…

how to start?

TT_________________TT

tomorrow is my bday VLOG!! i have a new hair yallllhhhh~ xD

2010-02-14T20:15:00.000-08:00

yayy!! tomorro i will be entering a legal age of mah life~
mhahah
to be 18 will be soooo exiting!!
hhehehehe!!

oyea..last nite i put off my extension and i dye my hair in to color named "milk tea brown"
so sweet what??hahaha
love d colour n my hair look awesome!!
:) lucky i choose this hair dye..xD

happy belated Valentine day and Chinese New Year peeps~
lurrrvv ya alooot! :D

its d-15!!!!

2010-02-01T06:16:00.001-08:00

yess!! countdown to my very special day of the year just started!! i am freaking-ly exited!!hha..

only 15 more days i will step into a new stage of my life! being 18! being older obviously..hha. i hope i can be mature. but.. nah~ forget it~ i dun want to be mature yet. i am still enjoying my life being.. me~ a girl who always do “whatever” she wants and keeps saying “whatever” to anything and still feel happy about “whatever” the choice she is in. i am sure a one happy girl. truthfully, i am not ready to be mature yet. many people says she or he is already mature or want to be mature soon. but not for me. i am enjoying what i am now without any pressure or responsibility to be “one-of-the-adults”.

yes, its weird. but.. I AM!! I SURE AM A WEIRDO!! hha. so what if i am weird? i can make weird as a new cool! cus i can do everything. :p i know choice is in my hand. i have my life i make my life. thats how i roll baybeeeeehh~

i feel like i am started to “tasting” life now. even its just bit by bit. now i know a little more about life. everyday i learn something new, which is interesting for me. i know more side of life now, from the brightest to the darkest, and i am enjoying whichever life i see. “BE A SPONGE”. i heard that word from tv yesterday. yes, its one of a cool words. i found it as a very special quote, which ofcourse i like!! be a sponge and absorb everything. its not mean to be greedy, just take everything as a knowledge for you, keep it, and use it for your own good.

this afternoon me wenny and lam were sitting and talking in the corner of the library. today we share about our love life. this time i share quite about everything about my love life. which include my 3.5 years of waste. lol ;D. and i think i just realised when talking to them that i cant feel love yet since that day. (the last day of my 3.5 years). i suspect that i experienced a traumatic now. all i can feel so far is “like” feeling. its already been more than 3 years i haven’t found or feel love. yes, quite a long time already. i was wondering how my “love” life will be later, umm.. most important i wonder how i will start to feel it. but wenny and lam both said not to think about it too much. they are right! my girls are right! i wont matter about it too much i will just live my life like usual and will see what happen later. for now, i wont bother. i know am bored because i cant feel it, but i try to ignore it. it is okay right? :) i hope so.

my only problem now is how i stop to eat chocolates, candies, and sweets! omgz!!! its already past 2 weeks i fill my days with those foods! my sist, bonita said “STOP EATING SHCHITTTZZ!!” hha!! she called things i freaquently ate this whole 2 weeks as “SHCHITTZZ” lol. so funny. i know i need to stop but there’s always something that makes me eat that!! buy and eat that!! i mean.. thoseeeee!! omg. i tried to throw them away after eating half.. but.. after that i bought some more!haha~ so annoying! i feel i already being fat now –________-‘’

thats makes me super sad. i need to hit the gym soon. o yea.. tomorrow i will cus its february already!! and i can start go to gym!! wooooww yeeaahhh!!! i cant wait for it! after i finished school i will go home, go changes my clothes n off to paragon! :3

tomorrow i think i will do half an hour of running, then another cardio for 15 mins then i do 200 each of situps and backup, upper arm work out n thats all. i dont wanna train another part of body cause i need to concentrate on these 2 part, upper arms and stomach. its getting huge already. lol. i try to go everyday and watch what i eat again. i need to stop and get away from unhealthy lifestyle now. i know i can and i will! :)

i am exited going towards health soon :)

hummm.. what again..

school..its going fine. i am enjoying going to school both for studying and socializing now. i am happy that i can enjoy schooling not like any other people that hate schools. hha. sorry~ doesn’t mean to offend anybody here. xp

my ds is back to my hand again! wooooooozzzhaaaapppss!!! today i played it again like crazy! hha i missed my ds a lot! i even play it while i was walk. i know its dangerous but.. u know that ds can take over your life :p no kidding! xD lam was scold me because i kept going to fall or always bumping to something when i was walk with her. lol. sorry dear~ hahaha. its wayyy to fun~ xD

damn i am thirsty! i wanna drink something but i am full! i already drink more than 5 glasses in this one hour!!i am bloated already but i still damn thirsty like i run for 100000 miles already TT__________TT omg how how how~ hellllpppooo~

huff.. anyway, i need to start hit the econs book now. tomorrow i will have econs class.. so cee ya~ ;)

i feel stars surrounds me. yeah. i got a headache. lmfaooo~

2010-01-26T03:35:00.001-08:00

man. today is so.. how can i say… boring –____-‘’.. its not that boring. plain.. its not that plain.. fun.. its also not fun. hha

i just go out this morning to school. attend the econs class then go home do homework n just play computer till now.

i feel a tingle of hungriness as i write this post haiyuuhhh.. will go out soon with mom n uncle to get something to eat~ huuyea~ i hope i can have something nice tonight n not eating shizzz like yesterday.

i feel tired and sleepy today. last two days i didnt even sleep more than 24 hrs. aiih. my body ache like a pregnant woman!wakakakas.

hmm..

just now i red my friends blogs again. how come they have awesome blog while my blog is just like boohoooo-boring.

all i can notice is that my blog is a place to keep my rants about everything happend in my life. lol. i put somethings nice only once a while. what a crap.hhahaa i also post a freakingly idiot video like the previous post. mahhahahhaha.well.. for that one i am proud.xD idiot=pride. LMAO

oyea!! today is the first time ever i see lam on dress!!she was freaking fabulous!! so sexeeyy!! i am jealous why i cant get a hot body like her. most important.. she is tall!! oh snapppp~ –____-

anyway, i am enjoying my college life this semester.i got new friends, meet old friends that i didnt noticed shes in the same class with me for 2 weeks already..sorryyy sundayyy~just simply keeeeel meh girl.. xD

umm and some more i am having best lecturers ever. all perfect in their own way of teaching!! so cool!! :) i hope i can get a good grade this semester!!hurraayy!!!

to make my college life even more perfect, i met 2 beautiful sisters in school!! we started to go out together! so fun!! they are like a big sister who is very very kind! omg~ i cant ask for more~ hhe.. we met at the perfect time. cus theyre just like a super fun parteyy animal and i am starting to like partying~ hahahhaha~ ow yeeeaa~ >:D their name is bonita n catherine. both fun, kind n pretty :) hhe. oyea. some more.. we are planning to make a boys report every week.lol! so crazy! but fun though! hhahaha xD

i can feel that my life is changing now. in many ways. from the nice way to the freakingly scary as well. but i think i enjoy most of it. i feel like my mind is getting brighter every single day. and i will sure make my resolution success!! which is.. to be 100%!!!! *smile*

okies.. i think i will go now.. see yaahh~

15 jan vlog!!

2010-01-15T02:25:00.000-08:00

whats going on this past week??

2010-01-05T20:11:00.001-08:00

havent write much entry last weeks, and there are countless amount of things that happened. whether its happy, painful, bloody (?lol), and manyy. hha

some highlight of what happened are:

- i injured my knee the day after i bought my new scooter. this one is a painful n the most bloody thing that happened this week. i was runned to the SGH and got 6 stitches which will recover in 10 freaking days. –_________-;; my busy body needs to reduce its movement n i hate that. lmao. when i was in SGH i was super disappointed!! you all know that leg injury is an emergency situation agree? but, when i was in SGH, they didnt even treat me like an emergency patient!!oh-my-god!!was so so upset!! x___x’’’. anyway, this leg injury doesnt effect much really, since i got my leg stitched up i didnt rest. haha. really. i cant stand just stay n sleep n rest like sick people. haha. i was go walked around orchard n go shopping n much more, and more, yesterday me , mom, pops, n sist was gone to east coast for a biking day. hahhaha. i am sick but i never want to be treated like sick people, it makes me feel i am a weak girl. blechh~ xp

- pops going back to kalimantan today. and he was late going to airport. lmao.

- finally i bring mom, pops, n sist go to east coast yesterday.

- repair my broken ds. i will spend like S$105 to change the touch screen part. so-damn-expensive!

- my weight gaining like crazy. i gain 4 kgs in 2 weeks. oh-my-god. my appetite also risen much! i always feel hungry n when i am eating i cant stop my self. i really need to watch myself. i want to recover from being too thin but i also dont want to be obese ever again. –________________-‘’’ since today i will watch what i am eating more. i promise. xD. maybe some of you wonder why i gain so much in a very short period of time right? here, imagine me sitting in the comfy couch, with 3 bars of toblerone, a baguette, orange juice, candies, daim chocolate candies, while watching tv. n i done it like every night. so scary isnt it? n more, for bfast, lunch, n dinner i ate many fatty foods, like for example yesterday was eaten chilli crab with oily carrot cake n kangkong. omg!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont even want to remember it anymore. i am getting sick. hhas

- i wont go to gym for a month due to the broken knee. lmao. bye bye GYMBOOO~

- i get my butt back. (in many meaning) *lmaoo!sounds so funny what?* hahahs

- i am getting my art-sy mood again. woo hoo! i start drawing again!mhahahaha~ i missed it a lot :)

- i love eating pumpkin soup. both savoury soup like in soup spoon or sweet like in dessert stall sell. just try the sweet pumpkin in food republic @ 313 a couple days ago. i ate, i finished em, i become a huge fan!!

- mom n sist will go back to indo tomorrow n will be alone in this huge condo alone. :( bleh. its okay lo. no need to worry, i will go shopping or drawing instead :) hhe

- i was thingking to plan do simple exercise every morning in a whole month. or else i have too much energy in my body that will be seriously wasted. hhe.

- was bought 2 new shoe. one white, one black. the white one already dirty because of the bike-oil. –___- so clumsy of me. help!

- bought a couple of pinky bowl to add my collection :3 yay!

- ate my moms cooking –> spicy chicken liver !! prefer it to be with sweet sauce but spicy also yummy!! CHICKEN LIVER IS MY FAVOURITE!! #1 PART OF CHICKEN THAT I LIKE THE MOST!! it even beat chicken breast, chicken wing, chicken blabla else.lol! really. if i had to choose i will always stick to the liver. i love the bloody taste of liver. lol. maybe i really am a vamps huh?hhas

- met prince arwin!! 8D yayy! he is soooo cute!! come all the way from Netherlands with uncle steve n aunty sheila. he is the cutest baby alive!! i managed to carry him in my arm without making him cry or even mumbling. lol yay! babies loves me!!hahah

- i want to dance! knee~come on! recover faster!! ~\030/~

- was found out an ads about street dance party that will be held on 20 feb! thinking to go there n ask my frinds!!woo hooo yeaHHHH!!

- ate canned baby food and love it like crazy! call me weird but thats how my tastebuds roll~ hahhas

- eaten more nuts nuts nuts. i love walnuts most :) macadamia second, n followed by almond in the third place :)

- hate to see that my stomach popped a lot. –_______- looks very weird. *sigh* it makes me feel fat so fast, n i dont like that feeling. x~x’

- but love to see my arms, legs n back part a bit muscular. i have a nice toned body! yay yay yay!! before i got injured i go to gym like every morning n work my muscle a lot! :D feels fabs!! :3

- spend like 10000000 hours in sauna bath. lol. i was fallen asleep inside the steam room. xD so dummy loo! steam bath was so relaxing! too bad i cant do steam bath for about a month cus of…. my knee –_________________-

- was ignored my facebook n blog because i was too busy hang out with family n didnt managed to connect to the internet world, though the internet connection in my condo become sucky these couple of days also. xD

- a!!i made a choreography also! just finished 5 x 8 moves, but ok la. later after i have recovered i will make some more. :)

- playing LUGE with mom ,pops, n sist in sentosa. we also watched the “song of the sea” show. call me villager or anything but it was damn cool! xD

- i am never afraid to make an ugly face n took a picture of it + post it online so people in all over the world can see. hha. our face is a huge blessing from god. so just be happy with it in any shape. lol. want proof? here

- o yea.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! lol~ how come i forgot it!!haha. new year night was spent with mom,pops, n sist in clarqe quay. we had dinner there also. n for the bonus we walked home since there was no taxi, plus saw many drunk people on the way home. so funny. i laugh hard over them. hhaha. dont kill me. i just found out they are funny ;p hha

- my new year looks…with sist:

its not a medium rare! its well-done :)

2009-12-27T05:12:00.001-08:00

hha.. okay i didnt order any steak. even the title sounds so.

its just.. we are done. finally. done nicely. :) glad that all things finally clear. i didnt complain. well i cant complain cus partly i feel glad its over. no one finally hide their feelings. its a good thing right? :)

now i this second i have a new page that still empty. i swear i wont ruin this beautiful empty page. i will make it even more pretty. i didnt see this one as a failure page, but i see this as a page that is not perfect. need to be fixed. hey, uhm..actually its already been fixed!all i mean is a page with him IS pretty but not the prettiest. thats mean i shall continue my searching n my creation to my own life…

…

starting.. NOW! :)

better get my butt off n move! :)

i am out of here

see ya peepooosss~ <3

YAY TO THE FABULOUSITY!

2009-12-26T07:07:00.001-08:00

got the book already!

its “fabulousity” by kimora lee simons. yeah. i want that book since loooong time ago. hhe. i always got problem getting that book. like out of stock, suddenly forgot brought money, n blablabla. ridiculous right? but now i successfully got n bought that book! cant wait till i read it :)

bought that book in kinokuniya book store @ taka. i went there with my sister after lunch @ marche with mom. mom was not with us when we went to taka because she was going home n prepare to go to her friends bbq party.

lunch @ marche was fab! so yummy! i ate the swiss savoury crepe with grilled chicken. with medium plate of salad which makes it a massive lunch portion even for wrestlers ;p hha. but i was proudly finished them all alone! with eating a walnut roll after stepping out the restaurant. hha. xp

o yea i also bought a pink planner book for 2010, a pink pen n a gold pen. woot woot! :D i finished fill up the pink book with my school schedule already, am i fast or what? ;)

o yea. just before we are heading to taka n just after having lunch in marche we went to oc for a quick window shopping with mom. after we separate with mom we found a post it action in front of oc. so the idea is to write our own to-do list in the post it paper provided. first i wrote on one paper only, but my hand was too itch so i continue write on 2 more. total 3 post it. wait. 3? huh? oh!!!its 3!!! my fave number!! i wasnt plan to write on that amount :D so cool! hhaha. maybe my body already been set in auto-mode to do everything in 3. hhahah.. just kidding ;)

oyea..here;s some of the photos i took

see?more 3.. 3 more pictures uploaded!haha 8D

we straight going home after bought books from kino although its still way too early to go home (8.30) for a saturday night time(lol). all because of my sis suddenly feel sick =___= sigh. we got home by taxi. too tired to walk either. mhahahha. when arrived home i made two huge glass of purple lemonade. pink lemonade become boring so i just twist things up n make it purple. blueberry was used, verdict –> weirdly refresing. :D

humm, many things still stuck in my mind.

anyway, off to read the fab book! :D

see yaaa peepoooss~ :)

did he..

2009-12-25T05:32:00.001-08:00

friday, 25 december 2009, 21:32 ,singapore time

did he even care to me? :0

cant lie

2009-12-25T01:53:00.001-08:00

about what happened.

those things makes me think a lot.

in one side i thought i made mistake.

in other side i thought i done nothing wrong.

yea. what people say is right, there's always many sides in everything.

we can not run away from all facts whether its good or bad.

i always think to act tough is the answer for all problem. and until now i still think i am right.

i am stubborn. so ?

well, i cant lie that i was not sad. but that is life. i will just follow wherever and however it rolls.

anyway, i hate and embarrassed to admit that sometimes i think that i am too kind to people that i concerned to people more and just put aside or even throw away my true feelings.uhm,well…. what i hate and embarrassed is i just simply loathe myself to be like that.

daily ramblings, on Christmas day 2009.

::xiahday::

2009-12-14T21:22:00.001-08:00

yupp!! its junsu day!! actuall junsu and junho birthday since they’re twins :D lol. i remembered last year i sent them (i mean junsu) a painting originally made by me. omg. why time rolls so fast!??!already been a year past since then? so sad this year cant send them anything. lol. i think prayer for them will be enough this year. ceeheehee. xp. picture above is my posting in tvxindo.com to congratz junsu n junho. i read a news in the forum saying that xiahday become top 10 in twitter! so cool! feel happy for him too :3. 15.12.2009 a special day for junsu n junho ^^

aneeway, yesterday i meet a girl via tagged.com. omg so weird. we say hi eachother around 11.00 then suddenly she ask me to go to her party today. i ignored her yesterday then this morning she text me 0A0 what the hell?!?!?!?! she said she really want me join her party, she also want to go pick me up at my condo. what.the.hell?!?!! i lied that today i need to go to ica. but then she ask her friend to fetch me there. at 12.00 she texted me to let me know that her friend already in ica n ask in which floor i am. lmao. omg. so weird what?? gosh. we need to be carefull in internet world. we fell into wrong hole n buff!! we end up like sh*t. lol. thats true!! i am not bluffing here xp lol.

yesterday was join a pilates club in gwc with mom. the class was fun. but i cant do some of the movement. i feel pain x( hha. me n mom was planned to join that gym but after see a gym in paragon we changed our mind n decide to join that gym. its fitness first, which they also have a branch in indonesia as well. so we can use the membership anywhere around the world which have fitness first. more cool than in gwc i can say :). and the place is more convenient for me since it is in poragon..orchard area!! :D woohoott!!

i dont know why i feel so tired, though i already get more than enough sleep yesterday. i think my mom is more tired than me since she always get up earlier n do house works. i really want her to get enough rest but she always have something to do. :( mom. go sleep!!go rest!! your body is tired!!!! oh-my-god!!! :0

yesterday finally chat with dear. havent heard from him for a while cus he is in ho chi min city which make him cant contact me as many as he want. but finally yesterday night we chat. missed him. hope he can go back here sooner xD. i also ask him to go gym together later. it might be fun right ?:D hhe.

tomorrow will try out the gym in paragon then decide to join. cant wait!!!wanna join the yoga class! o yea. the gym in paragon have hot yoga class! yay! i really want to do yoga in a hot room! cus i hardly sweat whenever i do yoga. i dont know why. i want to try whether if in a hot room i can sweat or not.lol. and the gym also got hiphop n mix dance class! yay! so exited! mom will go to batam on thursday, n friday my sister will be here. need to pick her up at airport. sigh =~= airport is faaaarrrr~ but i need to go there. no choice. sigh.

tagged is going annoying u know?? so many notification to my blackberry x( i just join n feels like want to quit already. so stressfull. and there are many weird people there. so scary. lol. will quit soon :) thats mean i have to find way how to cancel my membership.. humm.. okay now, off to observe!!cya peeposs~ :3

:: oxford heels ::

2009-12-08T20:58:00.001-08:00

yess! i got that pair of baby XD

woo hooooottt!! my search for that shoe finally over!! its kind of hard to find a perfect one which is fit with my likings, and of course my weird shape of feet.hhaha. its not the actual picture actually, i got that from mr.google :D (u know he got everything ;D). the actual shoe is a bit different, only the heels different though. the heels supposed to be bigger on top, pointed on bottom. thats the perfect shape ;). i was lucky because i got that in a fairly cheap price! okay i know its not a branded one, but psshhhh~ who needs brand if u found a perfect fit shoe to your feet which u can go dance along with? ;)

to be more lucky, my mom kind enough to buy me a matching little black dress with it. u know that LBD is an essential item that girls need to have. i do have one, its zara. but since i lost pretty much weight, the dress becomes like a potato sack on me. hha. its super loose! so yea, for like 5 months i havent have any black dress. embarassing as a girl isnt it? xp

anywhoo, this dress is super..what can i say, uhm.. fabulous! it has elegant cut, which remind me i am already growing up now and needs something more elegant not childish. ceeheehee. *really makes me wanna gag when wrote that* lol

the dress is not too mini, it is mini since i will look like a dwarf in long dresses *rolls eyes* but the length is enough to makes me looks tall n sweet :). ouh yea~ before i got the shoe n dresses actually i bought a cream-colored top already. x) which i will paired it with shorts n my brown boots.

ouh la~ so happy that i already have a dress for Christmas ~ weehee~ :) i know i didnt celebrate christmas, but i just also feel happy to those who celebrate n wanna enjoy the c-holiday too :D not a sin right? xD mehhehehe..

by the way, this morning i skipped running with my mom. i feel pain around leg area. somekind like a cramps, i dont know. @x@. so yea after morning prayer i just go straight to bed n woke up at 9.00. n get my breakfast. 2 bowl of bran-buds! that birds poo looking cereal makes me bloated. i cant hold my self because i only left like half of serving n just wanna finished it today. i need to stock up my breakfast foods. xD ehm, will go to paragon later. hha. more shopping!

o yeah, my friend kevin is in singapore now. he comes all the way from bandung n stay here to find school :) will meet him this afternoon :)

hey, this couch pretty comfy. been sitting here a whole morning watching some 90’s movie from hbo n while writing this post :D ouh la~ now still 9 december –~- 12 days to go until he comes back. =3=

okay i think i need to help mommy moving the bed. the new bed we bought from ikea comes tomorrow! yay! cant wait! the bed set we bought was cery romantic! its white, with swirled frame. omg. love it! so classic! anyway, cee ya peepos~ ;D

interestingly exited :)

2009-12-05T08:25:00.001-08:00

yeaoopp..maybe that’s how it feels after a day spent for our first work. got that feeling today ;)

my first job is not very complicated actually. only like a promoter for singtel program :) but still, it makes me exited! i worked for like 7 hours.the thing i dont like is only the work place is super far!!x( in hougang market festival! i need to exchange mrt in dobyghaut n also took bus after that :(. today i kind of late for like 10 mins or so. so-not-fab!!

but its okay :) i think they knew bugis to hougang is pretty far xp

the vanilla coffe i made this morning really help me a lot! energize me as hell~lol. but the fish soup i ate on break time was like makes me sleepy.hha. so funneh~ after work there was kaya n peanut butter waffle consumed on the way hum. finally i can taste prima deli waffle! n yes, it was satisfying! not really healthy choice but just fine lo.

oyea~huney was replied to my fb around 6 oclock~ so happy la :)

i am planning to pack lunch tomorrow cus i still have tons of leftover in fridge. i hate to throw away foods that is spoilt because i dont or forgot to eat it. so wastefull xo i often buy n forgot n then ended throwing em all. haiyoooh~ feels not nice x( really. n plus my mom is here. she is worse. she bought so many that she knows she cant eat n finally she made me throw em away.lol. i told her for many times but she still.. =~=

i dunno, maybe its our or mostly her habit to buy a generous amount of food. if we didnt we feels like a very stingy people.hha.xp

hufffff~tomorrow will go to work at 11.00. n shall sleep now :o c ya peepos~ <3

see ya in 17 days :)

2009-12-04T07:34:00.001-08:00

yepp, thats for huney :) he gone back to hanoi this afternoon, and will go back to singapore again on 21 dec. which will be in 17 days. i went to his place and we go to airport together. huff, i think its pretty funny i just got back n met him like a week ago n now his turn to go back. lol.

so, this morning i also sent my mom to harbour front because she will go to batam. we go at 9, and she ate breakfast there, i dont because i enjoyed my food in home already. lol. i rather pick to eat at home than buy outside lately.. i dont know why. :) while she was eating, i tried to contact a person who offer a part-time job. that contact number i got from minko. (omg,thanks to him,he woke me up from die of boredome lol.) i want to take a job because i dont have anything to do here really, and u know i cant stand doing nothing ;).

the job is to distribute flyers in a mall, in hougang area. kinda far from my house but okay la. hehe. i just want to have experience in working. its not a sin what?lol. tomorrow i shall wake up at 8.30 and get all things ready. have to took out the clothes i just wash this night then take a bath then make ups n eat n go to bugis to collect the tshirt n things. n then go to hougang festival market. i actually still dont know where’s that placed but i have googled how i can get there..hha.. aneeway.. now already 23:22. i have to sleep but still wanna blog 1st.hha

i feel extra bloated now. i just ate like a huge sweet potato boiled n my mom arrived with a bag of vietnamese food from orange lantern in her hand. spring roll, mango salad, and salad. i ate half of em all. hha

god.god.god. will be fat in just a snap of fingers. lmafo.help meeehh~

suddenly feels like wanna dance again. actually want to create a coreography. but i want to remix some songs first.. hhe. i got an idea to make a dance group in school.lol.later la i will think abt it some more later :)

hoaaaaaaaaa.. i feel sleepy all so sudden.. well, shall go sleep now :) see ya peepos~

annyeong~ <3

lv u.

a post with a weird language :)

2009-12-02T08:38:00.001-08:00

okay, to start off, i tell u that no one can understand this post :) well, maybe there will b one or two can understand..xp all so sudden i want to write a weird post.hha. so yea, i decided to write with hangul words but with indonesian language. xD i forgot if i have write a blog like this before or not. anywhooooooooo lets start blogging~ xD

앉잇! 할이 인이 벤엘 벤엘 녭엘인 압잇 숨밯 :(

악우 단단 삼베 슽응앟 잠안 타우 타우 춤안 벨기 크 잘안 엘옥 델웃

벨이 막안 게 닥아 압잇 읻우 랑숭 불앙 갈아 갈아 시 양 분야 압알도 마우 닫응

시 맘앟 랑숭 벨기 게 박 몰 불아, 소 야 악우 양 울웃 센딜이 막안 센딜이 불아 딜움앟

딕일안야 압잇 넴우앤 올앙냐 악우 박알 늇울 맘아, 엫 다우 다우 시 맘아 말앟 벨기 삼아 뎀엔 뎀엔냐 해욯

섿잏 방엗 닿, n달 2 할이 락이 시 빌 발익 게 v이엩 발우 발익 락이 당갈 21 :(

델웃 밧 닫이 챁잉안 삼아 디아 , 디아 빌앙 밧 울앙 다운 악우 디아 박알 발익 v이엩 락잏 시알

겐압아 싷 다운 인이 할웃 밧 방엗 삼아 친잇 느열? 섿잏~ 센딜이 락이 뎋 울앙 다운 갈이 인이,

핟웋 인이 맏아 욷아 벨앋 빗안 빙인 딛울 답이 시 긱이 벤달 락이 울앙 다운 섿엥앟 잠 락이 앋웋 람아 암앋 야 잠 12 뎋

외아, 렍안안야 닫이 악우 마우 그 룸앟 디아, 답이 운둥 딥아 딥아 말읏 h하 델냗아 디안야 죽아 게 룸앟 뎀엔냐 논돈 볼아핳아

두아 밍구 난디 가 앋아 디아 마우 김안아 얗, 뎀엔 뎀엔 굴이앟 받아 발익 죽아 게 넥알아 맛잉 맛잉 줌안 악우 앚아 양 안엫 핳아

야 올옿, 디아 욷아 봅오 불아, 시알 받앟알 발우 앚아 마우 민다 f옫오 f옫오 양 겜알인 야 엘앟~배앟 앟 :(

야 옥에 랗 난디 앚아 민단야 벳옥 락이 웨w, 벳옥 갇안야 디아 박알 십욱 벨앚알 락이 배앟 앟~벧에인 빗안 슴우안야 뎋, 앻,

아~아~아~ 딥아 딥아 각이 겟엠욷안 인이 겓엑 빗안 갈오 딕엘악인 랏안야 개아 릳앟 양 민움 솓아 데아 른예움홓오

욷아 앟 봇딩안나 삼베 신이 앚아 잡에 볼악 발익 n겓익 막에 겐엘앋올핳아 압앙 마우v에좀 뎅기유 옣 욷아 빅인 샡으 인이, 룸애안 죽아 빗아 각애아안 개아 빗아 밧아 골에아왁악아

시 유 빕옷~ 뤂 유~

synaesthesia

2009-12-01T23:38:00.001-08:00

just now i there was a weird question popped out from my mind. really weird one. i suddenly think if a colour have a smell.

is it?do they really have scent or its just us?

so i finally post a question about it on my wall, and theres someone replied to the question and give me this link:

synaesthesia link

that give a pretty normal answer to my weirdo question. hha

just read it, pretty interesting :)

after read that article theres annother question popped out : can we make ourself having synaesthesia?

hha

i think it might be fun if we have that ability..hhew..

anyway, last night i forgot to tell that i changed the skin of my blog.

my blog was messed up when i open it again. i havent been blogging for quite a while and it makes me dont know what happened to my blog. as i opened the blog i noticed that the background was missing.lol. i have to changed the template. i like to play with code but its kind of tiring. hha.

and yea, i started using this windows live writer. so nice! i dont need to log in and log out whenever i wanna write blog.hha

this morning woke up like @ 11.30. and got breakfast at 12.00. i know. crazy. i ate breakfast at lunch time, but hey!! who doesnt like breakfast all day? hha.. well okay, maybe there is some people dun really like the idea of having breakfast themed food all day but atleast i enjoyed it a lot though..hehehe..

this was consumed this morning:

now already 15.30, will go out soon to orchard area to get some info about something, then will go to fareast. looks like it will be raining :( the sky already dark. haiyoohh~ =-=

then at 17.30 i need to be home cus the landlord will come.. oweww..

okay, i need to tidy up before i go. hha n shall do it now, so, see ya peepoooss~ <3

L-V-U!!

what a day

2009-12-01T12:47:00.001-08:00

i know today will be a busy day, but i dont know that today become a very bad day as well.

i like that i have many things to do here, like since morning after i cook n eat breakfast with mom we go to the electricity office to change an authorized contract name for our new apartment. then after that we go straight to starhub building to get out internet and tv cable connection on. then go home with a modem and the tv cable machine waiting for me to operate them all n built the connection by my self. its not that i dont trust the courier or something, its just that if we request they help we need to make an appointment then blablabla which waste time for my opinion.hha. but only with my hands magic not more than 15 minutes we got all connection ready to been used.

hah!! see?!?!i am faster!!hha.. maybe i can apply to be a courier or somethin.. i wont charge too high, only $10 per settlement + zara clothes.. lmfao..xD

anyway, after i got the connection i enjoy the interenet then check my exam result.

my day started become bad from here.

i got a great marks for other 3 subjects except math. i know i wont be as success as those subject.

i got a pretty boo-hoo mark for math which i super wont tell.lol

shortly after i close the computer i rushed to school to do something about my mark.

i was planning to do re exam but after talking to mrs. wenshan, she said that i dont really need to because she was considering about my tests mark also n other subject mark.

haioohh. i hate math this year. it totally sucks.

i forgot to eat my lunch because if that. it makes me having a late lunch..around 5 o clock.

i ate at a small restaurant around orchard which sell penang assam laksa,

the laksa is not as good as the ori one but it quite nice la, with adjustment to singaporean taste.lol.

finally i can spotted a place around my apartment that sell my fave laksa! :D yumeeeyy~

after we ate we go orchard and was planning to buy some plug for our apartment. cant find one :( maybe i’ll go to best denki next time. and we do need rice cooker also.hhha. my mom dying without rice. lol.

at 6 i go to fareast plaza to collect my new lenses. yepp the 3 lenses i ordered like 2 months ago. finally today i got it.

the black one, the vampire-brown one and the extra white one. all fabulous. :D

cant wait to try it.

we rushed home because my mom will go out for dinner with her friend. i decided to stay because i wasnt in a good mood today and i also dont wanna interrupt them la. they’re adult and i am just a kiddo. lol.i wont understand what will they talk about. hha

i feel super bored then suddenly my cp beep.

from:bill

hun, what r u doing?i finished alr, so tired

to: bill

i am just listening to music :)

in hum alone, mum go dinner with her fr

finished alr?:D great! now what will u do?:)

blablabla..more replies..blablabla..

from:bill

i just ate fruit. do u feel lonely, i can come and play with you for a while.

OH-MY-GOD!!

for god sake!!! i am not just very..but SUPER LONELY HERE~dayuuumm~ xD

i dont know if its my childish tought or what, i just too shy to ask people even my bf to come over only just to accompany me. i always have a tought what if i make them boring. i know i that i cant stand still for a while but that way will also makes people annoyed what?! i am wondering why theres so many things bothering my head. teeheehee..

xp anywayy..

so i was exited that he will come over.

but then he text like this..

bill:

vanya sorry for the ugly reason but i dun have any clothes @.@ just wash all my clothes la

5..4..3..2..1..

MHAUHAUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHHAUH!!!!

so funneeehh!! xD

i just got a joke shortly after read his msg.

but i decided not to tell since he may think i am a pervert if i said that.hha

u know what it is.. ;D right??

huh?? dont know?? u wanna know??okay i’ll tell..

i just wanna text him,” come without clothes la” mphuahuahuahuah…

but remember that i cancelled my plan to text that alr okay..hhahaha..

i am no pervie. i am pure as an angel :D

lmfao.

then i ask if he wanna eat some more dinner or not, he said yes so i decided to make the japanesse curry.

i promised to him also that i will cook today but since the exam thingy i cancelled the plan to cook.have no mood.lol'

but later on i keep my promise what?;)

i go fairprice, then he come. we go up. i cook. he help a bit. the curry was too bland for my liking. we finished eat. he washes the plates. we go watch tv.

then i told him how i feel today. i rarely talk about my feelings to other people actually.. almost never. even to my bestfriend. most of the time i heard them tell a story but i seldomly tell a story. even when i tell its just like,,not really important. hha..xD

but i dont know la. todays a bit different. i have a feeling that i need to share about todays problem to someone. becauase it really upset me as hell :( lucky i have him alr, so i can share to him :)

i just know that it is very nice to share tought with people rather than what i always do, keep it to myself.

i was enjoy that feeling when i talk to him. like vy comfy all so sudden :)

but still my bad habit to “keep things myself” will still appear later on. i know myself. whenever i feel comfy i dont want things to be over-comfy. i always think that if i am over comforted something opposite will happen. :( sigh.

crazy tought always comes to my mind that i am not sure why.

anyway, then we play something. the answer book!!hha. it was fun. many funny questions.

lol

know what, i was afraid if he might get bored or something since we do nothing much really.

for me its fine that we dont really do much since i always make my body busy.lol.

so then i asked the book couple of times. n it keeps appearing weird answer. hha. he noticed me play that a lot till he asked why. well well well.. so i tell him whether if he’s bored or not. he said no. at first ok la i admit i am not really sure if he really not feel bored. then i ask again .well. i just gave up la. no need ask so many times. hha. xp

o yea..i showed him the “hard gay” video!

loooll ultimate comedy it is!

i cant never stop laughing watch that over and over again.hahhaahha..so funneeehh~ XD

we laugh a lot on that really xD

after watched he left. mom still havent home yet also. i go up while sing out loud.really loud. i practiced on my vibration in my voice. i wonder how people voice beautifully “decorated” by vibration while their singing.

my attempt result : mice dies.

lol..O!O!O!

i just remembered that this afternoon when i was in mrt, i was stand behind a veerryy tall man..around2 m or more.

u know what??since i was naturally born short it makes my face as same level as his butt. what the fugg?!?!? just what the fuug.xD

hha..omg. i just wish he didnt fart.hahaha

huff.. this two days i was ate a lot. :( stomach a bit pain now.like cramps, but i can handle it la. not really bother much. :D

now fel very sleepy. hmm. what time is it now..

ohmahgahh~ 4:45!! whatt???!?!?

i just like..it just feels like 12 oclock..hha

i promised to sleep early but i dont.hha..lool..xD

lucky i have no school.

poor him. he got math exam tomorrow..i mean..today..this morning..tsktsk. hope he do well la.. now i’ll go ahead to bed.

my eyes feels heavy..xD

cya peepooss

these days been working on with this laptop:

quite nice :)

a bit slow but fine with me :D

okay.. now sleep <3

AH-MAH-ZIING

2009-12-01T04:30:00.001-08:00

oh- my gawd yayy!!!! my mom n i were just so incredible!
know what happened?
since like a month ago the contract for a condo where i live was ended.
actually, its not ended. i just already got a friend who will replace me in the condo so i have to move out.
i had some poarticular reason to move out, one of it is i wanna move to a place nearer to my school.
then since i dont have place to live anymore it makes me have to search for a new place right? DUH!!
i take "searcing a place" as a super easy thing to do. nothing oh-so-complicated.
but. (there's always but xp)
after a month do the searching i found it really hard! oh my oh my oh my~
luckily, i got about 2 nearly 3 months school holiday until january. so i think its okay because i will spent my holiday and live in bandung for a while.
i do spend some weeks in bandung, and i postponed all searching thingy and not bother to think of it.
because of one and other thing i have to go back to singapore in like 3 weeks after i spend time in bandung.
boom.whoops. i just remembered. i havent got a place to live.
*big smile**slapped*
again, i didnt really bother to think of it until the last minute i arrived at changi at 3.30 which is because my plane was delayed for like 1 1/2 hours or so.
me n my mom take things really easy like theres nothing to worried about.
but if our story is written n read by people, it all just simply..umm..CRAZY!
which is because we still dont have a place to live until we arrived in front of the last condo which the contract already ended.
and in condition we dont have a place to live even just for a night. homeless.
maybe u think we already arrange to live in hotel just for a day or two. no. you are wrong dear.
we dont even bother to give our precious time to thinked about it. hoohoho.
yes.yes.yes.
your eyes werent blurred out or your head is error or anything.
its just simply us who lost our mind. lol.
back to the story,
we arrived in the basement of our last apartment. with 6 big luggugage which belong to me n mom. plus a set of my moms new golf bag n sticks.
well, actually when we're entering the cab we're slightly worried. but just a bit. we decided to la crystal because we just wanna put our luggage first while searching for a new place.
lucky that my friend owned the last condo, so it ease us a bit in this hectic condition 8D
tic toc tic toc
not more than 10 minutes my mom met an agent who is showing some condos for her clients.
my mom talked to her. she shows some units in the same building, la crystal.
first unit, okay. not really fully furnished but just enough for us to live with its bed. no bed set.
we thinked, "okay la, minimal we have spotted a place to sleep tonight. no worry."
then her (the agent's) phone was ranged. "blablabla". click.
she closed the phone and said , " miss, now i have a unit on 15th floor. do u want to check it out?"
we said, "why not." with not a very high expectation we go up to see the unit.
we just wondered this one will not very different with the unit she showed before.
but after the door was opened, our eyes were popped out of our head.
lol. not literally. but it do looks similar like that. mhahaha.
the unit was AH-MAH-ZIING!
yes. with capital letters.
it makes us freaked out!
beautifully-fully furnished. freshly-cleaned. freshly-repainted-wall. audrey-hepburn-in-pop-art-style picture on the wall.
bright. simple. just perfect! it suits our taste!!
we are super-exited inside but me n mom have a code to not show our dork face up but just show some cool movements. (owhatthehell)
we talked a bit, negotiate with the agent to make the price lower, and stepped out of the unit.
the lift door was opened, then came out a young couple with an agent who is on their way to look at the unit we just saw.
me and my mom who was decided to enter the lift just pressed-open the lift door for like 5 minutes without going in and just look at them with 100% worried in our head.
we was worried that they will took the unit!!we want that unit!! want!! want!!want!! now!! *pout*
we calmed ourself and go down to take a sit in the lobby.
not more than 12 minutes the agent came out and said, "blablabla..(*i forgot what se talked about*)..blablabla.. now u wait here i will took some documents for you to sign on"
SAY WHAT???
thats mean..
OUW-EMM-GEE!
why i had such a slow brain?!?!?
WE GOT THE UNIT!!
hell yeaaaaaaaaaaaa!
whoops not a perfect time to said "hell". we actually never stop praise god for his such-a-big-blessed to us today. xD
then the agent came in, we met the owner again, chit chat, do some some paper thingy, i got the condo key, chit chat, we said bye to the owner.
and now..WE HAVE A PLACE TO LIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
what a life we have here.
u may count, u may rewind the time and prepare your stopwatch or anything to count how long it takes for us from being homeless to homefull *?!whatthee??homefull??*lol.
i just give u a hint okay, its not more than 2 hours.
we arrived at 4.15 in front of la crystal condo without having even 1meter square place to live or sleep. but exactly at 6.10 we're moving our luggages and gazzilion boxes to our new condo.
HOW-FREAKINGLY-BREATH TAKING-HEART STOPPING-BODY NUMBING EXPERIENCE WAS THAT?!?!?!?!!??!?!?
i swear i will proudly tell my children, grand children, grand grand children and whosoever later about this thing happened on 28 november 2009.
AHOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUWWWWW!!
i still cant belive if i think about it again.
now i am sitting behind my brand new desk in my brand new room which is placed in my brand new apartement unit (owhatthehellssss) xD
looking the cloudy sky through out the window while also writing this blog entry accompanied by a cuppa coffe just like people does in tv.
lol. (such a geek). xp
i just want to say. i will never stop to say thank you to god that i was born from my mom's tummy.
mhahaha. i have a perfect life if i think that i got an amazing mom like her.
its not seldom for us to do and having crazy experience think like this.
infact if i write a book telling about our daily life (yes, its DAILY to be noticed) , the book may have a power to bomb a big bulding.
so that terrorrists wont need to buy expensive bomb and just simply use our book to destroy a whole big area. x)
i am sure it will work perfectly, trust me :)
i am a type of girl who love crazy things. even the simplest thing that happened every single second i will make it super crazy if i have a chance.
but with my mom i dont need to make it, she already give me since i was born. lol.
thank you mom. love you mom. i enjoyed this like WOO-HOOO-HOOOOOTTTTT!!!

ps. i got a serious body pain now because we worked extra hard last night to tidy up and decorate our place until past-mid-night.
not me only, my mom too. she have an appontment at 3.00 with an indonesian lady who will massage her body.
well, i dont really need to be massaged on. i had a great metabolismed body today to cure pain by itself ;) cool what??:D

fist day in sg, AH-MAH-ZIIING! like what i said million times here. hope all day will be like this.

dharr-dhirr-dhuuuurrr

2009-11-08T06:51:00.000-08:00

currently in my sist room in grandmas+pas house, listening to old maliQ&d'essential's song.
today me n sist went to the dbsk fans gathering in pvj. it was fun! we went to ktv, the must-do-thing when we have gathering..lol n we made a super mess there.lol.
then after from ktv we went to the restaurant, then eat n chat there then for the final activity we took picture in front of mock-sawah in the outdoor level. i can say that we're {bandung fans} r the most narcist fan in wholeee world. really. once we face a camera, it wont stop.
hha

then oh my god!! finally i buy martabak manis keju wijen today!!
it was SHUH-PHAH DEEE-LIIZZZSSH!! so sweet yet still can taste the savoury-ness of the butter spread filling.
oh--f***. i know. fattening.
but i need to indulge my self once a while right ;D great.nice excuse. hhahaha..
humm..what a lovely night tonight. a simpleness like eating my #1 favourite food can really bump up my mood. :)

today i managed to do my hair in salon before come to the gathering. i also ate my packed-lunch while a salon guy do my hair. hehehe.
my sist n i was joking around then she said "you cheap asian! you still packed a lunchbox even we will attend a gathering. tsktsk"
hha. omg~ whats wrong to cook n packed a lunchbox? i like it! hahhahha..
we always joke about things. some a bit hard-core like that n some r pure stupid.haha.
actually its not a hard-core joke to me but maybe it is for some readers out there right? ;D
hha.
o yea.. so i was cooked a brocolli n chickpeas salad today. i use peanut butter n ginger dressing.. and oooohh~it was also super delish! i promise to cook that again! yumm~ ;3

tomorrow dun have any plan. maybe will just read n study about accounting, cus i think i missed some lesson that makes me a bit left out. teehee.
tomorrow also have a plan to eat peanut butter oatmeal! yay!
i crave lots of peanut butter lately. dunno why. maybe i lack of fat in my body what?
hohoho.
huahuahua~
*cant stop giggle*

maybe tomorrow will not be an interesting day for me but not to dear. his exam start tomorrow, he said it will be an communication exam. good luck hun~ :3
oyea, just now we texted eachother then he said he wanna change his hairstyle to be like gdragon hair style because his current hair looked like an idiot.
...
...
...
...
...
mpfhhhh~
mpahuahuhuhsuhuhahuahu..
really....hahaha!!!!he said that. not me. n that makes me laugh so hard untill i got stomachache.
hahaha..
but i cant wait to see him in gd style though. hehe.

hmm..what should i cook for tomorrow lunch huh? i still have leftover chickpeas n dunno what will i use that for.
i wanna make sandwich but i dun really crave carbs now since martabak already satisfy me. lol.
should i make salad again?but isnt that boring cus in this week i already eat gazillion tons lootsss of salad! hha
always like this. in the night have a dilemma thinking what food shall i cook. xp

maybe my new hobby makes my drandmas upset since i like to cook for myself n not really eating what she cook. hhaha..
i do eat her foods but not everyday. i know that my grandma want me to eat her food everyday and it makes her really annoying to me. i love her foods! actually i am an addict to her cookings. but nowadays i also like to cook for myself n dun really want to eat what she cook.
i am not wrong right?
what she do when i was cooking is really annoying. she comment on it. she told me to add something unimportant in my cooking. she told me to eat what she cook eventhough she know i am cooking there.blablabla. and when she know i will cook for myself she still prepare her foods for me. oh my god. she will never stop.
i love her. i like her kindness to me. but i dont like that she always comment on what i do.
omg. a rants to my grandmas.. hha.. sucha big sin.lol.
but i dont care!!!!! i have to took this out somewhere rather than to keep it myself n makes me mad. lol.
oyea.. other thing..
I HATE HER TO ALWAYS MOCK MY HEALTHY EATING HABIT.
PERIOD.for that i cant say/write/change to a nicer words.
i simply hate her on what she do to mock my habit. =~=''
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
its not a wrong thing to live healthy right?
and it also my business to be busy with my effort to live healthy what????
and i will put my hands up if later on she will regret because shes mock me rather that follow on what i do.
i made a sin. and once more. i dont care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
x(
huff... finally i feel hella lot better. xD

now. off to sleep.
cyaaa peepooooooooooooosssss~ <3

a-boo-hoo-liday

2009-11-07T05:36:00.000-08:00

its already been the second week having holiday here in bandung, and it started to get so boring :(
i have not much thing to do since my mummy and daddy gone out of town for couple of weeks that makes me have to stay in grandmas n granpas house. in which they dont have driver for nearly every weekends that makes me cant go out whenever i want *sigh*
minyo started missing singapore now.. =x= cuz there i can go where ever and when ever i want without a need to think who will drop me off n picking me up. lol.
humm.. its alrdy been a while since my last post right?
and between that time much things going on in my life forsure.
since there's too much to tell maybe i'll only share some major things that happend kies~
hha..
so uhm..
firstly, i done my final exam. i hate math. really. i cant done it well n makes me think exam this time is not as fab as before. i hate when i feel like that. also waiting for the result to come out, waiting makes us nervous right? haiuuhh~ =~=
second, i am in a super duper looong holiday until mid january. in bandung untill 28 november then the rest will be spent in singapore *exited*
third, i already move out from la crystal and ahem.. still havent got a new place to live. lol sounds silly? it is. anyway.. its not that fully i havent got a place yet. i do have but havent sign the contract. as soon as i am arrive in sg i will n i got a new place~ wooo~ yay..
forth, i am starting look like a pig. really. all i do in this holiday is only being lazy. like eat-sleep-eat-sleep. same cycle everyday.
fifth, i missed my friends here in bandung but i still havent got a chance to meet them yet. already past nearly 2 weeks but still cant meet makes me >~<'' grrrrrrrr~ after meet them i really should have kidnap them n take them back to sg. hha..sounds like a nice plan.. tehehee *smirk*
sixth, i had a super silly sister. really. hha. just before i write this post we {me+sist} play in one site called omegle.com. its a site similar to other chatting website but the difference is we will be connected to anonymus. which mean chatting to strangers. my sist first disguise as a female named "tukiyem" i can say that name is super hilarious name. i have my own reason. then she's fooling around with this new stranger. he said he is an african guy, around 22 years old or so. then oh my god. i cant explain what happened here. it was. HE-LAH-REE-YEOUS! i burst out of laugh. this african guy have no idea about whats going on really. we mix the conversation with some local joke that only me n my sist and indonesian know what that mean. in which makes the convo super interesting. hha. i laugh till i lost my breath. literally. my sister post up the convo in her plurk. later i will put the link here also. hha. so far that is the most refreshing thing i had in this holiday. in case like this i feel blessed having a )(&^%$#%^& sister like her.lmao.
seventh, i-still-have-lots-things-to-share-but-lazy-to-think-what-those-are. hha. and why i use sooo many "dash-typing" mode there? have no idea.

oh.. have u guys heard about "whats best comes last" quote?
if u havent, start get a life man! lol.
anyway.. based on that quote i have a thing to share and its.. best :D
so.. uhm.. drumrolls please~
"dodododoodododoodoooooooooo~~~~" *err...it supposed to be a drumrolls sound*
*ya get whattaaa meeeann? xD*
...
...
minyo is not a single-mingle-bird anymore~ *wooo~**cheers**clapsclaps*
so, someone has took off a "famous-nick-name" of mine on 27th november 2009. lol.
*its compulsory for me to remember that date* *add to list* hha.. *u know i hardly remember some things right?have i tell before?lmao* xD
so, this guy name is bill.. whooo is "I" accidentally changed his name into {{billy}} on his birthday.
looooll. i dont mean to change his name really.. ^o^v
he is a vietnamese guy in the same school like me. but he is a senior since he already in his second year. he love chocolate as much i do (..ahem..fail~ nobody can beat me in loving chocolate xp) lol.
will tell about this later again~ ;)

see ya loviiiiiiieeeesss~

n.b.
pray for me so i will be able to have a wonderfull holiday okay~
chooooooo~ ^3^~

awwwwww!mah gawd!

2009-09-21T20:20:00.000-07:00

Aww..mah mah mah gawdd..
I just see my blog again and saw the comments there..
And was suwwpah duwpah touched! Really..
I saw evia's and chris's comments in the cbox about my posting about how bad my first day in bandung was..
They cheered me up! I am very very happy to read those msg!
Thank youu evia! Thanks chris!
Hhehehe..

To evia: yeeeaaappp!! God I miss you dear!
You're my korean buddy!lol..
Yay! You really should tell all what happened in class,k!
And I promise will bring lotsa chocolate cake from bandung like before..hhhehe..
C ya soon evia!!

To chris: lols! Yess sir! Ninja will tell you everythin abt what's goin on in my himetown!
Well not all of my days here were bad.. Hhehe.. Thanks for the vampire's wise words..lol
It made my days!hha.. Don't bite this cute ninja okay! Lol! Cuz this ninja will tell u stories plus give choco cake attack! Mhuahahaha..
Cya soon! :D

Now I am super hungry..*sigh*
Have a plan to eat lunch with my mom in "atmosphere restaurant"
Can't waiiit! I love their chicken steak! So yummy! Hha
Its sound weird to have steak for lunch buuut,, nevermind lah.. Hhaha

In two days will go back to singapore! Yay!
I can't wait..hhe..but I dun wanna do accounts test!!huaaaa
TT-TT
Reminder!reminder!
- I owe wenny scone cookie from bandung
- I owe evia chocolate cake (brownie) and she owe me stories to tell..lol
- I owe chris stories! And brownie too! Hhaha

Dear friends,
When the time I got back,
Let's have brownie partyyy!! I'll bring many brownie later!!
Just enough to feed whole building..mhuahahahhaha!!

Cya peeepoooozz!

feel bloated

2009-09-18T23:51:00.000-07:00

Aiuuuhh..
Since the first day I come home I felt way too guilt-free in eating..$
I can't control the portion size of what I am eating..
Maybe I can say that I am indulge myself too much..
Like yesterday I ate yakisoba..yes. Fried noodle..
Hha
Then I alsi ate caviar sushi, salad, and salmon skin sushi..
See? Most of them are fatty food.. I hate myself when I am over confidence which finally makes me binge on foods I see.
Not only those foods which I ate at sushi tei.. After we go out, my dad and my sis and me we continue our 'wisata kuliner' and stop around braga area to buy putu..
I ate 1.5 putu.. I know it sounds small but the portion size of iy plus remembering of what I just ate.. Its really ..hmm..how can I say.. FAT!
Then after ate putu we go straight to ciwalk to meet up with mom who just got back from her HS reunion..
My mom gave us cookies to try!! Woot!! Ate again! Can u imagine that?
Haihhhh
I really need to get back on track soon..
Well..my mom needs to use this BB so..cya peepossssss

unexpected things happened

2009-09-17T03:21:00.002-07:00

some (or maybe most) of the things in this world may happened not as what we expected.
like me now, i thought that making this decision to come back to my hometown will be a good idea.
infact, no. i dont think that holiday this time will giving me a good time.
i am very sorry to write this but i kind of regret.
i do miss my family. i like the fact that we gathered as a whole again. but, some things make this holiday not an enjoyable decision.

i thought that here, in bandung i'll have some exiting activities to do with my fams.
but, since the first day everybody is so busy with their own life.
how can i have a good time if they always let me alone like that?
its no different with me just stay in singapore. its the same. i am alone.
i am not blaming people here. infact i am blaming myself.
it's just.. i dont know. i feel like i always living in a life that things always happened not as i expected.
whats wrong with me? i need to clear my head. really.i have to start a life here.
i dont want to always regret about things i get.
always regreting is part of biggest sin,no?dont u think so?

all i want now is i really want to have a nice holiday in bandung.
doing interesting activities with my families, spend time with them, and just simply be happy.
well, this been a serious post though. its just not like me. (lol?)
hmm.. sometimes we do need to be serious what? i am not wrong right?
but still, its kind of funny to be serious. haha.
see? am back to my original nature. always fchjjoooking all the time leh..

=x=''
am i always hiding my true feelings behind my silly act?
is this troubled me?
is this the root of all problem that happened in my life?
is what i always do, to make people think that i am always perfectly fine is a wrong thing?is a thing that damage my life?
so what and how should i do to make my life better?
anyway, its very rare to me to say "better" because i always want and say "best" instead of just "better".
another high expectancy but that is me.
ey, wait. maybe the part that {always-want-the-best} is making me never satisfied with what i have got? is it?
OoO/
ZAPPPPP~*speechless*

2nd lomo!!!

2009-09-15T08:39:00.000-07:00

yeaayy! i got my second lomo!
the ultrawide & slim!
it comes in this box:
the camera
aaa~
so exited!
the box is more neat than my first lomo..
hha
pshh~ no wonder la..cuz i heard this one is much more rare than others..
hhehe...
the seller drop the camera around 11..
he decided to come to my apartemen after his work..
so kind le..
thank youuu missterr~
i'll give you cookie when i already back to sg~hha

oya! i havent mention that tomorrow morning i'll go back to indonesia.
its so sudden. hha..its because my mom dsnt get the plane ticket here so i have to go there..to indonesia.
this morning she told that to me.
it made me shock .
and i remember that i have a presentation around this week.
i hope to get the second day but with this case i have to done it by today.
really. i havent prepared yet.
i just red the script this morning.
=~=
god. luckily i can go passed through the presentation eventhough i really dont know what i was talked about.
harharhar.

bandung! here i come!!
i cant wait to meet my jhs friends the day after tomorrow.
i missed them so much!:D
and i also missed my families.
my mom, my sist, my cuzziiinnzz, my granniezz, my auntiezz, all!
hahahhaha...

when i am in bandung i have to find out a place where sell the 35mm film roll for my lomo.
today i go to fujifilm shop in tiong bahru. it was super duper dissapointing.
i said to the shopkeeper-aunty to get me the 35mm film roll.
but she took out the normal one.
then i said "thats not the 35mm one!"
then she said, "this is the normal one leh, the 35mm one u want right? yeah this is!"
then i said," but yesterday i oso bought the normal one and it doesnt fit in"
she keep say,"u want the 35mm right?so this is!"
she keep saying like that then finally she make me buy it.
i dunno if it can fit or not then after i try it to the new lomo
THAT SHIT CAN NOT FIT IN!!!
THAT DARN AUNTY IS REALLY ANNOYING!SHE THINK SHE KNOW EVERYTHING HUH?
psshh~ i bet she dont know what she's doing in camera shop since she dont have any idea to differentiate 35mm with the normal one.
aiuuhhh~i spent $4 for nothing..
kkkhh~
well..i should keep it maybe someday i need that though..
but still..she really pissed me off.
freak aunty =x='''/

i need to sleep now..
bcause i'll have a plane to catch tomorrow..
c ya peeps~
i hope the lomo can appear in my dream and make my dream pretty instead of imagining that aunty face which could make a worst dream ever..
hahahah...
cyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

lomo~ lomo~lomo~

2009-09-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

yoo~hoo~
good news boys n girls :D
i just bought a new lomo camera!! hhaha..
i bought the disderi 4 lens camera for $35
and the 3 roll film about $23
i knoo X(
its quite expensive but i need new hobby now..lols..
i just do some research about lomo today then i found out that in orchard center there's a store called cactus sold the lomo.
i go straight there 1 hour before i break-fast.
i kind of nervous when i 1st put on the film..
i am afraid to broke it..hhehe..
but i tried it though n was succeed~ x)
here's the lomo~
see?? how cute it is right?
pink and black!! pink!! sooo my color XD
the background is so lame..my laptop..hhaha..

about 4 days ago i bought a new notebook..
the notebook is so cute~ eventho i already have tons of notebook and havent use them all but i love to buy new one and buy n buy n buy..
hhaha,,
i am a notebook addict what?xD
well, because of today i bought a lomo, i decided to use that notebook to be my lomo-photo-book
i'll keep all my work there..:D
again~ its pink! <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_13-_9VSybgk/Sq5pff4XNOI/AAAAAAAAAg0/y1VkOxHWM38/s1600-h/effect1.jpg">yayaya~ maybe u spotted me retouched the pict..
but i swear the base picture is really have black-burnt effect!
i only make the picture softer and brighter.
thats all :D
not bad right? i am such a frugal-photography-noobeez
lols...

fasting is only few days awayyyyyyyyy!!
yeaahh!!
hha..this saturday will be the last day for me to fast :D
finally i could eat lunch..xD
talking about fasting last week finally i try to eat at cedele..
the restaurant which i really wanna try..
the price of the foods are damn expensive but its all worthed because the food quality it self is super satisfying!
i ordered the grilled veggie sandwich for $13.
the verdict?
super awesome! i like the sweetness in the sandwich and also the kickin' taste of the grilled veggie!
i totally will come back there to eat that again!
yummy! :D

finally math test 2 finished today! yeyayyyayayaya...
actually math is not really complicated.
i know what makes me confused all the time.
its only mona.
the way the taught us..
really really confusing. well, atleast not only me felt that way. so the problew is not laid in me right?
i just studied the 2 chapter for 4 days, alone. and i get what the book said. what the problems ask, and whatever the math principle is.
all these time whenever i open the book in 3 second i'll close the book because i dont have any idea how to do it..haha..
even a jenius friend of mine felt that (s)he dont have any idea what mona teach in class.
and (s)he also felt that its such a waste of time to come to school on friday only listen to something that is meaningless which mean cant be understood properly.
i am sorry mona.. but thats the fact and if u read my blog hope u wont kill me or curse me.
lols.
i hope this blog entry could be a factor to improve mona's teaching skill if she read this.
lmfaoooooooooo~

this thursday i'll go buy a new lomo.
type : Vivitar Ultra Wide and Slim
wooooooo~
cant wait!!
now i'll go to bed..i have to eat early in d morning..xD

test was awfully done

2009-09-01T22:30:00.000-07:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargggg

todays econ test was so frustrating!
i studied the subject since saturday *sacrifice my satnite woo~ sucha good girl rite?;D*

and i still have problems in answering those shziiiiiidd?!?!

aiuuuhh~ what a waste =~=

i studied more on last 2 chapter but the questions that coming up most are based from the first 2 chappy~

AW MAY GAWD~

wanna cry ;(

and now i am waiting in library for english class which will start at 2pm.

hate that i have to wait for 3 hours.

and i am fasting now, so i cant go eat.

TT^TT
so yesterday for english class we all bring our laptop.

shila told us to do the presentation project so we need to bring laptop.

but..unfortunately the net connection was super-crap!

even tho i got the best place i still only got 2 bars and it also the result hacking unsecured connection ;p
lol.
well, we took pictures instead of working the article..hahaha...

here's what we have done yesterday~

actually there are lotsa lotsa more pictures was taken yesterday..
but we use many laptop to take picts so yeah~ i oni got these..xD
hehe..

today we also bring our laptop to english class..
and..more picts was taken by me again..mhauhua..
u guys know i am such a cam-whore right?;D
so its just obvious..lol..
these was taken when i wait 3 hours for the english class after econs =~=
i was desperately bored boys n girlsssss~
i nearly fell asleep like a pig in the library..
but luckily i can manage my sleepy head and stay awake..hahha xp

english class started~
guess what?! i drop my plug converter at library so i have to go back there from 3rd floor *wif stairs* to took that shiedt and go up again..=~=
omogoodhhh~ so tiring..
the tiredness recovered by taking pictures~yayyy~mhuahua..i bet u readers bored huh?wakkakaka
;D
there are tracy, carmine , and evia in the pictures too!
hhe..
i can guess only tracy didnt realized he also included in the pictures ;D
hahahha..
the class was okay. not too boring.
we countinue on the project and do 100 mcq questions.
the class ended at 4.45 as usual, i think i cant manage to go home with the shuttle bus.
but i was quick enough to chase that bus and still have 3 minutes spare..lol..
but before that i also still could buy take-away-foods in kopitiam for break-fast @ 7 later.
i bought mixed rice! yep!yep! u are right! rice! i finally have guts to eat that thing called rice.
eventhough i bought red rice but still..its rice. rice is rice.. its carbs!
mhauhauhau..i finally can ignore my fear to rice. mhehehe..
to be honest i do miss to feel what rice taste like.
i was a card-aholic before. i could 2 serving of rice per meal.
haha..scary wad?? xD
anyways.. the mixed rice i bought is hugeee!!
the aunty was so generous giving me the foods.
haha.. i know i should be happy i got lots of food but i hate to waste so many foods because i cant manage to finish them all.. :(
*but pshh~ i catually could finish all at the end..huahhaha*
i feel so full today..
i am thinking to have a light meal for tomorrow.
i need to keep on track.
because today was a very sinfull day.
since i also eat cookies for desert.
hhaha..i ignore calories intake for today. thats okay right ;D
hihihi~*sonaughtyminyoo*
xD

::recap::recap::recap::
these pictures taken a few days ago~
school time~break time~ ;D

i forgot exactly when i took those picts..hhehe..
its already been a few days those picture stay in my cellphone..xD

on 31 august 2009 i met some SHS seniors (temasek). we ate at spize near my house, i mean its still in killiney road.hhe.
even its near we still took bus..lol.
the food at spize is quite nice..they serve indo foods aswell. but i kind of dissapointed with claypot mee i ordered.
it was bland. :( i wont order it again if i go eat there.
anyways.. after we all ate we decided to go to great world city mall to watch "proposal"
there was many of us..around 12 people.
wooo~ so fun right ^^
some of seniors was even "sacrifice" their study time to go watch movie together ;D
huahah..even ivan also "try-to-postpone" working on his assignment which is due 12 pm at the next day. huauah..
our friendship bond is strong what? *blocks hit* loooolll
these are some of the pictures i took. so blurred :(
i wish i could took a better picture..tsktsk~lousy camera :o
the movie was nice. it was funny. in some part i was LOL very hard till i hurt my stomach..hhaha..
the movie ended at 11.30. theres no more bus so finally anast, me, ivan, go home by foot.
dolly(my senior) also come with us since he took a bus in the bus stop near our house.
it was a long walk but not very tiring because we share stories on the way home. :D
suddenly missed school time when i was in temasek.
so much laughter there. haiihh.. i missed all my friends. i hope we all could make a reunion soon.
and all attend the reunion..hhehe..

{end}{sleep}{dream}{will wake up at 4} lol

today was a crappy one!

2009-08-27T03:21:00.000-07:00

aiuuhh...=~=
i dun like this day..
i thought morning class will be fun!
since morning after eat i am so exited..
till i arrived at school.
damm~ class feels so empty!
i actually late abt 10 minutes.
record that~lol~ this is like the 2nd day i am late..i neva late b4~*proudproud*
xD
continue to story!
i sat in the back row..though i dun like sit at the back but sarah already reserved the place for me to sit..
so yea..i finally sit there..
wenny is not coming today so charlene took her seating place n sat next to meh..
charlene is a malaysian girl who's very kind!^^ i like her!:D she likes cookie aswell!looolll
anyways..
then 10 minutes past my head was still on the subject but then.. after 15 mins more i fell asleep!
muahahha..
she.talk.CRAP~!
i cant stand!!TT^TT so i think i betta catch a sleep for a while..
but then i sleep untill recess time end!wahaha..what a pig..xD
and just now i know that many friends see me sleep!
aiiuuuhh~so embarassing!!!!
the lecture class finished after "she" talk anutha crap for half an hour..
since suddenly i feel pain in stomach i decided to join the 1st tutorial.
then i know that manyyyy friends wanna join 1st tut too.
buuuuuuuut
i cant sneak in! she spotted us from second group!!sheeett~
so i think i better go home and skip tuto class today..
its okay what to be a bad girl just once a while ;D
ive been good all the time~mhauhauhauhauha...
then after arrived home i go straight change my clothes into my pajamas then turn on tv and suddenly fell asleep again till 4.30 O.O
i told u!! i was a pig today!!hahhahah...
then i continue watching tv..i dun feel like to open any book today..
she make me sick alrdy.. =.=''

at 6.15 me and my housemate anast go out to i.on.
we're planning to eat there. and for me to break the fast.
hehe. i was craving the pao burger at i.on. the name of the stall is r burger.

i heard their burger bun is special because made of pao or steamed white bun.
i loove pao! i could eat eat many pao till nearly explode!lol
so i wanna give the r burger a try and went there to bought the tofu burger.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnndddddddddd
i sooooo love the burger!!
dayum!!so nice!! the bun is soft and sweet!its perfect for my liking.
i ordered the tofu burger bcuz i think its the unique one rather than chicken or beef.

hhehe. *ppssh~and i think it has the lowest calories too ;D* hhha.. i have the salad stick to go along wif the burger too.
yummy! the salad is nice but not too special. xD
i tought i just got one salad when i ordered it but i was surprized that they gave me two box of it!!woohoo~ love love lovee~
later i want to try the chicken ume burger.
it sounds delicious!:Dhhehe..

after eat the pao i went to pinle stall to buy their min jiang kueh.
i missed "martabak manis" from indonesia.
so i bought singaporean min jiang kueh that looks similar to "martabak manis"
hhe..
i bought the peanut one, and keep it to eat it at home.
:D
waaa~these days my stomach fulled with comforting foods!
i ate kind of minjiang kueh since 5 days ago.
whether i bough it at pinle or mr.bean (their pancake)
so yummy!
so far i like todays pick! peanut pinle~hehhe
the peanut was super crunchy and sweet!
the pancake also soft and fluffy~ aiuuuhh~ i'll be a real pig if i continue eat like this =~=
need to stop and keep awake again!!hehehe ;D
but if i passed min jiang kueh stall anywhere sure i'll stop by..mhauhuaha >: D
god~ so evil la~xD
at home i reheat the kueh before eating.
15 sec in microwave is a perfect timing i guess. :D
and i go back to my room and eat it~
nyuuummmyy~~
*did i make u drool??* muhauha>: D
i am so sad when i nearly finished the kueh TT^TT i want some mooooore
see??
how lonely the last bite is!!i made it into two small bite and savour the kueh well..
haha..so weird right? ;p
hehe..and this one..is really the last bite:
its even more small and cute!mwahahhaa~
i cant stop giggle when i see it!!i am so crazy la~
xD
i oso back to drink vitagen since my bucket of yogurt finished alrdy.
i want something light for these days so i choose to buy vitagen instead of heavy yoggu.
xD

tomorrow i will have accounts class!
i love accounts! since joanna is my fave lecturer ever!!
woo~*cheers for her*
xD
i promise i wont be a pig anymore!!
i'll stay as fresh as i could!
i dun wanna turn out to be a pig TT^TT i'll cry till die if i do.
hehehe

i need to hit the math books as soon as i could.
i am super worrid in failing that subject.
haaaa~ so stressfuulll~ =3=

i oso need to fixed the food intake in this ramadhan month..
people eat less in this month but not me. i eat like a.. u know what.. a PIG!!
i ate a lot! cant control!!
*psssssssssh~ my stomach is big already*
*sobsob*
for early morning i will eat:
-oatmeal
-allbran cereal
-fruit

for breaking the fast i will eat:
-veggie,chicken or meat or fish
-papaya,vitagen
-non oily food
-non noodle-ey food
-non rice food
-not too much cookie >:(

hope i can stick to that meal plan..
and stay in this shape ;D
phuahuahuhuahuah...

i just bought the weighing scale today!
and i weight my body..
still not in a *ahemnormalahem* weight
but i already feel so fat..how come how comee =3=
atleast i already have that watcher-machine in my room
so i could control to stay in shape..xD
mhuehehhehe...
pssh~i am soo typical of girl..
always concerning about weight..hahha..

o yeahs
i felt bad about something.
i found out abt something today.
it was about last last week..i really didnt mean it~
sorry~i dunno the fact that..*blablablabla*
sorryyy~~mianhaeeeeeee~
i'll be carefull next time ^^
promiiiissee~:D

*yawn*
need to sleep~ ceee yuuuu~

annoying thing

2009-07-29T07:21:00.000-07:00

i really dont know where to start but anyhow i should share this to someone or something. *lol*
well.. actually i wanna make this post a bit serious one..xp but i cant help not to joke around..hehehhe
anyway..continue..
i've been blessed by god to succeed in lost weight. i am happy for the fact that i am not the fat and ugly girl like i was 2 years ago.
where people doesn't see me as .. people.
i am happy that i could see a good body shape whenever i faced the mirror.
i am happy for the fact that i could fit in and looking good in whatever clothes i wear.
i could manage to lost 20+ kgs with my own extra hard work.
i do exercises every single day, i fix my eating habit, i eat some supplement to help burn fat and blablabla.
now i get what i want already. but, something in me make me live in a more drastic way.
i feel like i am obsessed to lost more weight, until now.
now i am very careful with foods. i count calories. i eat in a very little amount. and the worse is i often feel guilty after eating.
i know this is wrong. but this "Something" in me really strong and keep bugging me everytime.
i know i can conclude myself i am having eating disorder.
i've done some research about it though.
i am scared. i am scared being too extreme which mean *cough-anorexic-cough*.
but i even more scared to be back in my fat-round-not-good-looking shape like before.
i really want to enjoy foods without any guilty feeling but i also dont want to overeat.
my day filled with dilemma. food dilemma to be specific.
i am kind of tired to plan what, when, where should i eat tomorrow.
but i cant stop this something in me to make me stop planning my meal.
i am trying to be strong here.
but i cant be too hypocrite and say " i am strong! i can beat this so-called-something "
tough i do want to beat this something and kick it out of my life -~-;;
living in this way is hard to me but when i see backwards, its more painful to live in my big-O-shape like couple of years before.
see? more dilemma right??right??
i dont have guts to tell this truth to my mom or anyone face-to-face.
because i know they can't really feel the way i feel.
they haven't experienced to be seen as a fat girl.
they dont know how strong this something is
and they also havent feel how annoying this something bugging them.
so yeah.. i decide to write here in blog.
okay i admit. i always pretend to be tough as shell in real life but actually i am weak as sponge.
-~-;;;
there!!!happy??=~='''
*sigh* well.. i need to sleep.
byes..
actually am kind of happy to share and took this problem out somewhere.hehehe.xp

upset tummy

2009-07-21T05:44:00.000-07:00

i think i've upset my stomach too much since saturday.
i havent eat warm meal since that day. haha.
i know, crazy isn't it?
if my stomach were human i know she'll kill me. i mean, literally.
hahha.
recap tiiimee~
i can put my breakfast together. so 3 days since saturday my breakfast were all the same.
chopped starfruit with anlene berry yogurt.
see..
that breakfast already contain enough fiber. atleast half amount of fiber needed for a whole day la.
and it was cold. *duh~like there's warm yogurt that edible**rolleyes*
xD
hahaha.
and for two days, saturday and sunday my lunch is also the same.
kimchi and steamed carrot.
@x@
i admit it was super filling.
but u know what, after done eating my stomach was like.."hot & cold& spun"
lol.
i swear i was not planning to eat those as for dieting to lose weight or something.
but it just..destiny. haha. i planned to eat something else for those two days but there was always something happened that makes me have to eat that kimchi and carrot.
ehem. and the reason why i ate yoggu and starfruit for breakfast is because i have to finish eat all starfruit that my mom bought before it got rotten.
and my mom not only buy a few. she bought many. way too many. and i still have apples that i have to eat.
dearest god, why my mom doesnt remember that i live alone here and why my mom doesnt remember i cant eat too much?
TT^TT

now its all my own responsibility to finish all foods that my mom bought.
i told my housemate to help me but she also cant eat too much.
our stomach capacity are the same.
like a zip-lock bag. so small. teeeheehehe..

well atleast there's something really fabulous for me to enjoy.
yesterday, on monday me and my classmates were go to changi airport to study.
eventhough its super far from where i live but changi always be the cozy place to study.
so we "park-our-butt" in tcc cafe.
in terminal 3 level 3.
it was a fine cafe, and i like it^^
since tcc is quite pricy for student like me so i only bought a drink.
i ordered a coffe called
PERFECT MATCH
i ordered because there was an ingredients in the coffe that was unordinary for me.
ROSE SYRUP
for a pink fetish like me i can t missed that drink ofcourse.
since rose is pink~ duh~ xD
then after waiting while reading my econs books, my coffe comes.
it was super gorgeous.
man! the coffe havent been mixed yet, so i could see the pink, white, and creme layer.
(rose syrup, milk, coffe)
i actually dont want to mixed the prettiness that was given infront of me, but since i was curious about the taste i have to mixed it anyway. haha
but but but!
eventhough i mixed my beautiful coffe, when i tasted it, i cant stop smiling.
the taste was sweet! i like drink that is sweet!
and the smell.. oh my god! i can smell the rose!
fuhh~ i really recomend this coffe for anyone who come to tcc.
hehehe.
and i like the cookies too! i like the yellow one most!
i think its a ginger cookie.yumm! :D
so yeah. u should try this pretty coffe! soon! hehehe.
my lunch and dinner at that day was thai spring roll that i bought in the changi food court.
it was delicious. but it still not a wasm food!

today is wenny's birthday!
happy birthday to her!
since she like accessorie i bought her a bracelet in mini-bits as present for her.
i hope she like it^^

tomorrow will be the day!
the econs exam day!
i am ready but still nervous.
i hope it will goes well.
and tomorrow is also my classmates b'day.
her name is xiu xiu.
wee~ happy birthday to her!
since i dont know what i want to give i bake her a bread pudding.
minyo very own speciality!
hehe.
i bough the bread and vanilla extract in fairprice after school.
its so damn hard to find the vanilla extract! i was spent like half an hour in the baking needs section to search that tiny bottle of vanilla extract and u know what?
the sh*test thing is the vanilla extract are places in the row behind baking section row.
haha. so dumb la~
xp
anyway.. here's the finished goods of
MINYO'S BREAD PUDDING
i make 2 box of it. since i have so many bread. hehe.
the ingredients are simple:
::white bread and whole grain bread::
::vanilla extract::
::soy milk::
::brown sugar::
::honey::
::eggs::
::egg yolk::
::raisin::
::ground cinnamon::
i cant give the exact measurment of it cuz i made it by heart, not by measuring cup.
lol.
so cheezy laa~ xDD
i hope they all like my bread pudding.
i havent taste it yet though. i want to make it a surprise for me too. hehehe.

lunch today was whole grain bread, steamed carrot, and kimchi omelette that i made and packed in my greeny lunch box.
so yummy!
i should make kimchi omelette more often!
i like it . no seasoning needed, the kimchi had a really rich flavour already!
no oil needed!thanks to my precious non-sticky pan!
ugh~ i ove you my pan~
hahha

huff..
i should study a bit more.
so.. cee ya later peeps~ <3>
o yea.. one more.
I DO NEED COMFORT FOOD NOW! /=~=\
hehheh~ xp

bad mood

2009-07-18T04:26:00.000-07:00

oh-my-god!
today i have a really bad mood, and to be worse i dont know why it is!
okay okay~ i know i have a little bit homesick.
but that should not effect much. =~=
i ruined my lunch today.
it becomes the most..euh.. motiveless lunch i ever had.
my mood make me even more clumsier! what to do??
:(
hhhhh~

a bit recap about yesterday and two days ago:
2 days ago i had a morning class. thats what i like though!
morning class is so fresh! hahaha.
on that day i was wore a purple tank top, short shots and a silver suspender.
the suspender was set to be tight and make my shorts pulled up and make it shorter. lol.
so i make it a bit looser and it becomes a very comfy clothes of the week! hahah..

after class i went to subway to have my lunch.
i had a veggie delight. it taste wonderful!<3
i ask the sandwich artist (thats how subway call they sandwich makers) to cut my sandwich into two.
i ask them because i know i cant finished those all! haha.
weird stomach!i had even smaller and smaller capacity each day! haha.
which is good though. it makes me not to be greedy with foods. hahaha. after i had my lunch, i went to a yoga place which is recomended by lam.
i go there with my indonesian classmate, weny.
we planned to join.
but.. blah. for some reason i dont think i will join yoga this month.
tehehehe. after done with sight-seeing the yoga place we went to Mc Cafe in orchard road.
we studied there. see two pictures above? those are our works.
haha. it was messy!xD
oyea. and here is my subway bag {1/2 of my sandwich in it!!hha}
lets move on to what happened yesterday!
so yesterday i had afternoon class.
it was accounting. the class was not too bad. i still can follow whats the lecture given to us.
hahaha.
i wore all black yesterday!
black shirt, black shorts. black shoes. but i wore white belt. haha.
it will be too formal if i use a black belt. so i prefer my white-to-cream belt.
i ate my lunch in class yesterday when we had break.
i had 1/2 of my subway sandwich which i packed in my green lunch box.
i also had carman's muesli bar that my housemate gave me.
she gave me three bar! god~ i dont know when i could finished those bar.
i like the bar. but i dont like to eat. lol. what a moron i am~ hahha
i ate 1/3 of the bar in class and i ate the rest when i was in home. see? i cant eat too much! hahaha
so two days was past quite nicely.
and today. was not as nice as two days ago. even i could say that today is a bad day to me.
i always plan what i want to do and what i want to eat for tomorrow in the night before i go sleep.
for today, not a single plan was done successfully.
i woke up at 9 which i planned to wake up at 6.
i ran out of yogurt. so i ate only fruits for breakfast.
since i had breakfast at 9.30 i can eat my lunch at 3 o clock.
when 3 o'clock was come,
i was failed to cook an oatmeal-pancake which i planned.
so i only have a small bowl of kimchi and a small bowl of steamed baby carrot for lunch.
oh my dear god~ what happened to me today??
=~=
hhh.. i feel like i dont want to plan what to do for some days starting tomorrow.
ffhh~ but atleast today i could comfort myself with eating 3 piece of my favourite digestive cookies.
hehehe.
those cookies are the yummiest! i love em~

waaaa!! LV neverfull mm bag~ i want that bag!
TT^TT
since i am still a teenager i cant afford it yet.
i want the original one! not the fake one! hahah..
my mom will smack my head if i ask her to but this to her.
phuahuahuah..
anyway. i will work hard when i got a job and i will buy any branded bags , shoes, clothes, anything that as i want.
mhauuauahah.. just wait..xD

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
tomorrow will be my mom's birthday!
yeyy!!
happy birthday to her!!
i love you mommy! i hope you always be healthy and live happy with us.
eventhough me, your oldest daughter is not live close to you but my heart always be with you mommy!
thank you for being the best mom! i always need you! i always love you!
this is not a promise mommy! this is a fact! hehe
i can not promise to love you but i can only give you love, always. eachday, each minute, each second.
i miss you mommy! happy birthday!
i am sorry i can not give you a present since i havent work yet.
but i will give you present soon. hehe
^w^

mouldybread

2009-07-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

omg! mouldy bread!!
hahaha..
my stupidness seems like comes to my happy life once again today.
lol
i was so clumsy that i pack a moldy bread for lunch.
=~=
yuck!!hahaha..
i was in rush that i didn't realized that the bread was already passed its expired date.
hahaha.. so finally my lunch only steamed carrot and broccoli.
its not bad though. it was super yumm and super healthy too!! (psshh~ low calorie~)
lol.
i found that i feel full eating 1/2 of my lunch (broc&carrot)
this is the pict:

i dont crave much foods today cuz my breakfast was huge!
haha
i eat 1 whole apple, 1 whole starfruit and a cup of anlene yogurt!!
thats makes me fit a whole day without eating too much!
i am very happy with that! xD

when i was waiting the bus, i suddenly feels want to try mr bean pinaple cookie!
luckyly they have a store in tiong bahru plaza so i go to the shop and bought a cookie which is only cost $1!
i actually know i cant finished the whole cookie. i asked my housemate to share but she dont want to :(
pffh~ i know she want me to eat more..~-~
hhahah..
so finally i decided to cut it in to half, eat half of the cookie and keep the other half for tomorrow's dessert. lol
u know what? that cookie is amazing!
it was very delicious! i like it! x3
it's not over sweet but not bland either! perfect taste!
when i ate that i feel like i am eating my grandma's "nastar" cookie.
what a nostalgic feelings huh? :)
mr bean~ mr bean~ mr bean~ loooove~

in the night i drink a bottle of vitagen again.
maybe i'll bough another pack of vitagen tomorrow.
i already run out of them. xD

hmm.. i am still thinking what should i get for lunch tomorrow.
i want to eat popiah but i also want veggie subs.
hmmpp..
which have lover calorie??
eL-Oh-eL!!!
okay okay okay..
i'll choose veggie subs since it looks healthier..
mwahahaha...

2 days ago i tried to make banana-honey-oatmeal for brekkie.
but i kinda dont like it very much.
i admit it was double filling for my stomach! it keeps me for like 3/4 days.
but i dont like the texture!
it was goowey, yet i still need to put 1 spoonfull of honey to my oat.
xS
i like my oatmeal to be a little sticky and crunchy at the same time. so it doesnt fit to what i like.
i still have 1/2 frozen banana and i dont know when i will finish that all.
phuhauhauha...

today i had morning clas so do tomorrow.
i like morning class! i dont have any special reason but i do love it!
>x3
o yea!! tomorrow i'll have another apple,starfruit, yoggu again for brekkie!
hahaha..
the best way to lower my apetite in the afternoon~
hohohohooo~ xD

monday=sunday

2009-07-13T01:50:00.000-07:00

on sunday i wasnt update this blog~
teehee~ i was busy watching videos..xp
a quick recap of what was going on on sunday:
- woke up
- had a breakfast -> oatmeal, honey, cinnamon <- never dieess~ woot woot!!
- watching videos
- stomach growl.. lunch timeee!!
- ate lunch.. i ate this: it was a sandwich with 1/2 beef patty, tomato, and steamed spinach.
so yummy! i made a special sauce with oyster sauce, s&p, honey and sambal bangkok. or we can call it bangkok chili sauce (?) maybe.. haha
anyway.. it was a delicious lunch! i was so so so so so full~ haha..
okay now continue to where we were..
- after lunch i coninue watch videos
- go to plaza singapure to buy something for my sist
- i bought post it and a purple pen and start doing the "operation beautiful mission"
i was stick many notes in the ladies room in plaza singapura. i put em in level 5,3, and 2..
phuahuaha.. it was fun~ i knoo i was crazy..haha..over exited~ teehehe
- shopping in carefour. (i was done something stupid there. i drop and broke a bag of pasta in the pasta row. everybody was wathed me!! i clean em up a bit and quitely and act like i am searching for the guy in charge but i was actually secretly escape and hiiidee~ wahahha)
- got back home i cleaned the refridge and wash the dishes. lotsa lotsa dishes~ so tired laa~
- my dinner was vitagen that i bought in carefour and sliced papaya from yesterday:
- browse on internet for a while
- sleep
my sunday was done with lots of.. WTF-ness.. wahahhahaa..
i still remembered the carefour accident.. wahahhaha... so funny~ haha

and today is.. monday..
i had no class today!!weeeheee~what a anice week~
{...wait.. i will still have a test tomorrow omg!}
anyways.. i was woke up at 6 this morning.
then i started to work out. hands exercise and stomach {sit ups}
then i continue jogging. feels so fresh go out early in the morning and do some exercise!
i jogged to many places near my house. i treasured them all~ hahaha...
then when i got back home it was still 7:40.
so i decided to play the computer and wait till my sweat is dry
{many people said that it is not good to take a bath right after u work out or do exercises and still sweaty}
after my sweat was gone i took a bath followed by having my breakfast:
last night papaya leftover and anlene yogurt:
huff~ i feel like i dont want to eat much this morning so i only ate that.
{usually i always had oatmeal to fill me up} xD
then after i finish eating i do my homework.
it was economics. which will have a test next week.
so nervouuuss XS
then i was fallen asleep right after finish my homework.
what a pig.~ hahahha..
after woke up i started to play computer again till my stomach growl and screamed that it was already lunch time!teeheehee..
i ran to the kitchen and cook what i bought yesterday.
a gigantic slice of fish fillet!
i am not too sure whats that fish called but the fish was ok.
i had that fish with 2 slice of wholemeal bread and steamed baby spinach with some drizzle of my sauce
{oyster sauce, s&p, sambal bangkok, honey}
it was the yummiesst!!i am fully satisfied! :D
see?? arent the colours make you drool?
mwahahha >:D

i am planning to go to bugis now.
i want to take my pink to-fu miniature that i ordered last week~
{to-fu here is not a food. it is a toy}hehe
xp
its like this:
.. but i suddenly lazy to go out..
how??lol.
aish~ maybe i'll go.. but i'll go later.. in 2 hours perhaps..hahaha..
my random pict : taken on sat-night~ i neatly put my make-ups on~hahaha
i am still a girl what? >xD

acct classssss

2009-07-10T21:30:00.001-07:00

yesterday i had an accts class.
the subject that i prefer most rather than the others.
but this weeks class kind of boring.
hahah.
and it starts confusing me.
i guess i need to study more since now on.
teeheehee..
after class , i go straight to home.
because my stomach started to growl like crazy!!
and i cant wait to taste a green spread sauce that i made yesterday with some "leftovers"
like baby spinach, hard boiled egg (only white part), a spoonful of rolled oats, kimchi, chilli sauce and salt n pepper.
i blend those together and i get this:
i bought a wholemeal bread before class to eat with that hidious looking sauce. xp

so i prepare the bread

spread it with green sauce

add a handful of beef floss

microwave it for 2 mins
and voila!!! my dinner's ready! :D
i eat those while i was online-ing. x3
it makes a really wonderfull dinner!
it didnt taste weird at all!
i quite like it. ^^
nyum nyuuummm~

this morning i had a bowl of oatmeal again with honey, flaxseed, and i add cinnamon powder!
weee! it was a yummy oatmeal! so filling!
the taste is simple yet very fragrant!
another angle..

for lunch i'll make some more sandwich!
haha.. but with beef patty this time!
woo~ cant wait till lunch time!! ^^
o yeaaa!! saturday night!!
woo hooo hooo!!!
i have a plan to watch ice age 3 movie with my housemate and her bf,
=~= dang~ i actually envy them~
haha..i want a bf too~
looll~
{gosh i feel lame..haha}
anyways.. cya later^^ ima do some exercise!
hehe..

hmm..
i am thinking to join the operation beautiful mission!
i'll buy a pack of post-it later^^
this linky will lead u to the site:
www.operationbeautoful.com
go there and lets do the mission!!

swensensZILLA

2009-07-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

today is my friends birthday!
huuuraayy! :D
happy birthday to BAO LAM! :D
she's a friend from vietnam. same class as mine ^^/
here's the birthday girl:
and today we went to swensen's in marina square to celebrate her birthday.
this is my first time eating in swensen's the food seems very very delicious.
but i have a bad feeling in the portion. lol. idk yet if its too small or too big.
so i only order a glass of frozen yogurt with a blend of strawberry and kiwi.
we wait in swensen's while chatting about stuffs like food, culture in our own country and joking around too.
it was fun ^^
the 5 of us (me, lam, evia, charlene, and wenny) ordered different foods.
i think only mine is not a "lunch-food" food.
haha. i was expecting a small glass of yogurt since we're in a quite-fancy restuarant as swensens and also by considering the price that is kind of cheap for a portion of fro-yo.
finally when our foods come i know how biig the portion of the froyo and all foods are.
especially the froyo
omg. i know i couldnt manage to eat em all.
i ordered the froyo to avoid such a big portioned food but infact.. i got the super big one =~='''
but,but,but..
lucky i only order a froyo. haha. cuz all main course and even a salad comes in a GODZILLA size.
hahah..
we took some picts of our food.. and here it is..

the froyoZILLA
see?? it is biiig isnt it??
{i could spot charlene eating in the 2nd pict lol ;D}

lam's food..baked spaghetti looks yumm..haha

evia's food.. chicken salad.. *if am not wrong*
it comes in a unique bowl. lol.

our foods!!
all looks yumm huh??teeheeheee~

we put our best effort to finish them all.
and yea.. all plate looks clean except my glass of froyo.
i could only eat half glass . and i left another half to be melt on the table. lol.
after eating we actually dont have any other plan where to go.
so we choose to walk to cityhall mrt.
in the citylink mall i saw breadtalk having a promotion.
they sell only s$1.10 for all bread they have.
so i go in and bought one pizza bun for my dinner.

we seperated at mrt station.
and go to our own home. {ofcourse la~ =~=''} hahah
i go out and took a bus with wenny. and others go by mrt.

on the way home i am imagining what food should i cook for dinner to accompany my pizza bun.
all i can remember i only have a box of organic spinach in the fridge.
lol.
when i got back home i was right. i have it!!
hahaha. but not only that! i still got a mushroom-ball and tomatoes and few other fruits that my mom bought yesterday.

i didnt cook stright away cus remembering my fully filled stomach couldnt handle any food anymore..for a while exactly..
hhaha
so i open my laptop and start browsing.
a couple hours after that i start cookiiingg
xD
i steamed my spinach, and boil my mushroom-ball, cut a tomatoes and put my pizza bun in the microwave.
i put a tbsp of flaxseed in my spinach.. :D
my food today was super clean and super healthy!
thats makes me super happy as well..xD
since i was happy with my dinner i took some photos of it.
here it is <3
u know what? i only eat half of the bun.
since i see it's very oily eventhough its yummy.
hehe..
i finished eat those approximately 30 mins or so.
i tried not to rush when i was eating.
{a good way to help to digest perfectly}xD

in the night i cut 1/4 of papaya and eat it.
my mom picked a very sweet papaya.
it was as sweet as honey xDD
so yummy.
o yea. i even try to eat and chew the papaya seed.
i heard it help us to have a clean our digestive system.
it really do taste papery. but it was not very bad la.
:D

lastlyy.. this is my pict when i was in swensen eating the froyooyoo~ xD
cya later peeps
xoxo~yzyz~

green monster!!

2009-07-08T03:39:00.000-07:00

yey~ helloooo everybodyyy >:D
these past few weeks i was observing about
HEALTHY EATING
i really interested to join eating only healthy food.
as you know from my previous post i was wrote about my craziness over food.
or we could say..
"food porn"
lol.
then.. when i was observing about healthy food to eat i spotted
a popular drink among healthy eaters called
GREEN MONSTER
from the name itself i could fine something unique about this beverage.
basically, the color of this drink is green. (u could found out why its called that way xD)
since i am really really interested to try, today after class i was gone to super market (fairprice)
to get some missing ingredients.
when i arrive home i check out the recipe one more time in case something will happen to me.lol
*its a mix between exited and worries*
haha
i found many different recipes to make this drink.
since i am still a noob in this kind of thing so i took the easiest recipe.
i forgot where i took this recipe actually. i only wrote the ingredients and make it. teeheehee
here it is..

{{INGREDIENTS}}
- 3/4 cup of organic baby spinach
- 1 whole frozen banana
- 175 ml yogurt (i use yoggu with the mix of apple and ... forgot)
-2 tbsp of water
- 1 tsp of grounded flaxseed

i put all of the ingredients in the blender and blend it straight away.
pretty easy huh? haha

2 questions that might comes to your mind:
[[why minyo use frozen banana]]
i froze the banana first to substitute the ice cubes that people usually use in making this kind of drink (eg.milk shake, juice)
so i could get the rizh flavor whitout putting any exceed water in it. yummy!

[[what the heck flaxseed is]]
flaxseed is one type of grain that many healthy eaters put in their daily diet.
you could get this flax seed in the supermarket in the natural / organic food section.
flaxseed need to be ground first to get the nutrition of it.
and from some information i got, we only need to put 1 or 2 tablespoon of flaxseed into whichever your meal is and mix it well.
to get more information about this tiny grain u could type "flaxseed" in google and start browsing. haha
o yeah! almost forgot! flaxseed could pump up the nutrition in your food.
it is packed with many vitamins and omega 3 ,etc.

now, the moment of truth.
pictures of my own "green monster"
see? its green!! haha
*suddenly exited*xp
the color is pretty much like avocado juice right?hehe..
and here's minyo while drinking this "green-angel-drink" xD

i drink that until the last drop!
this drink is so damn tasty!
its fabulous!
its full of nutrition and the important thing is we could barely taste the spinach!
it was very satisfying too.. hehehe.. i am feel i am full till the next morning xp
haha..

and this is a picture of my flaxseed:
{for those who are curious}
and yea.. the blender i use:

fiuuhh..
tired of school, because today i got full-day class =~=
but i was happy could start eating fresh and healthy food!
woo hoo!

only for a review, today i ate honey-flaxseed-oatmeal for breakfast.
this is the first day i put flaxseed in my meal.
i found out that flaxseed really do make me stay full until the next meal i had.
i personally didnt like to put anything in my oatmeal,
even fruits.
but this flaxseed is considerable since i only put one tablespoon and it didnt change the flavour of my oatmeal.
the different is only the nutty fragrance that i get from the flaxseed.
so, over all.. its good! -v-/

sweet tooth <3

2009-06-15T19:24:00.000-07:00

annyeong blog.:D
lol. i never touch this blog since a month ago. haha.
minyo is not really busy actually. but i dont feel to write anything. haha.
just for a quick review about what i do daily this month.

:: woke up late if i have afternoon class ::
:: woke up early in the morning if i have morning class ::
:: go to school by bus number 195 ::
::walk to school using mrt underpass ::
:: study. LOL::
:: walk to the station with my college friends n separate infront of mcD just because i am the only one who use bus.lol.::
:: go home by bus number 195 again from tiong bahru ::
:: find a good food for my lunch ::
:: rest in my room ::
:: rape my darn laptop wif my hands ::
this is the most interesting thing i do daily..
:: BROWSE ANYTHING ABOUT FOOD. LIKE FOOD BLOGS, RECIPES VIDEOS, ETC. ::
lol. i dont like to eat much but i really love only to "watch" the foods.
haha. i knoo la.. so weird.
what i like to search is sweet food. like dessert, cake, pastry, pie, etc.
especially sweet food in singapore. haha
so incese i want those i could easily bought. hahaha

please cover your eyes if u havent eat yet.
cuz these hella yummy foods will kill you not more than 3 sec. xD

cruel isn't it?
aaaah~ my stomach starts growling again. hehehe.. xp

enniweiizz..
yesterday i was hang out with some of my class mates.
we had a great time.
we was planned to have a study group.
but. boom!
the temptation to chillin' out was hella big. lol.
so we decide not to touch any books.haha.
we went to city hall and eat in a mall near there.
then we go bowling, walk around esplanade, n much more. :D

the last pict actually taken when i was in class.
i was come too early n ended up taking pictures.
haha. darn hobby.xD

::saturday night::
minyo went to a friend bday party.
the birthday boy name is.. MG NYAN! yay!
happy bday!:D
i go there n bring a breadtalk swissroll. idk what to give..
so since he like food (lol) i bring swiss roll as present. harhar >: D

some picts i take when i attend the party:
(the b'day boy in white shirt!:D)
*lol!!sucha ghoosst!haha*

::friends::
*with wenny*

*with evia*

*blue day!:D since we all wear blue.hehe*

okay now. ima back to check out some more picts that make me drool.
hehehe...
catch ya later peeps.:D

this week totally alooowwwnneee

2009-05-21T19:57:00.000-07:00

so my mom back to indonesia for a week.
i am always alone till 4.30 cuz my apt-mate have classes
u know how bored my days are right?
awweeeeuuuhhh~ xs
my daily routine is get up whenever i want,
call my mom,
eat breakfast,
get online,
take a bath,
find food for lunch,
go home,
online,
online,
being alone,
online,
online,
till my friend is home,
then we chat,
cook,
online,
online,
sleep.
wahahahhahahhahahahah
FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKCCCCCCCCCKKKK~~~
XD
hahahahah
huuuff..
today idk what i wanna do.
hmm..
maybe i'll go out to buy some books n go widow shopping alone again.
then go home then..
o yeah!!
ipang anas n me maybe will go to get some dinner
yayy! :D
hahaha.
now i'm waiting the men who'll fix the lamp here.
why he havent come???? ppppsssshhhh...
i wanna go out TT^TT
cant stand here alone in house.
hahha
o yeah. i nearly forgot that i havent eat b'fast..
phauhauha...
ima get some papaya~yumeeeyy~
:D
c ya~:D

meee-nyooosggg~

2009-05-10T20:12:00.000-07:00

yeap..
so now am already in singapore.
i just moved in n yeah the unpacking things will never be easy.
i have looots things thats mean i have loootossssaaa job to do.
cleaning the house n blablablaa =~=
i hate cleaning.
mwahahahhahhaahahahah*notsoordinarytypicalgirl*
xp
gewd thing is mah apartement is still in the city n near to bus stop n mrt station.
n food place too~
aw yeah >:D
haha.
hmm..
i just get internet connection 3 days ago.xD
i missed mah frieendds~
and my raine is the most.
where's he?
RAINE~minyo wait u on msn babyy~ <3
kkk..
i wanna talk much!!D:
missed ya lots babbbyyy~*hugs*
hehehe...
hmm..
am in raffless hospital now.
i have to do some health check n also blood test.
i dont like when they take my blood.
now because am scared to needle or else.
its because my blood vein is sooohs uber small.
last time i have blood test is soo painfull.
they moved the needle around under my skin to find the blood vein.
WTF??dont they know it hurts lots?
=A=/
they really should try to be me so they know hows the pain~
mwakaka >:D
anyway..i have to go now. its mah turn to have a blood test~
see yah~
pray fo meh peeps <3

Busted!

2009-04-24T13:42:00.001-07:00

Mhuahahahaha!
Minyo cant sleep again tonight.
Its already 3 o clock n i am still awake.
Lol. As usual. My mum found me still play the cmpts n she pull off the net cable.
All i can do is just LOL man!
That was just so funny!
Hahahaha.
Its okay she pull it off.
Cuz i was just watched from my soju.
O yeah. Am updating ths with my cp.
Lol.
I am done with d cmptr but i still cnt sleep.
Thats not working mom.
My eyes wont close even fo 1 mins.
Lol.
Yahyahyah.
Am stucked in boredome again.
To make it worse i cant do much random thing since am not using my laptop.
Anyway,
today minyo was tried to make pixel graphic.
I was succed!
Kkk.
Even its still not good enough
but yah. I am proud n happy i can make one.
I was frustrated when making it.
Working per pixel need extra patient as people sez.
Haha.
Since am bored ima tell u smethng.
Yesterday i was installed new software!yay.
*WTH?LAME*
LOL
yah. Ive installed a software to make vector graphic. It called inkscape.
I dont know if this software really good or not cuz i was just googled abt a nice software to do vector graphic
and
TADAAA~
inkscape showed up as one of the suggested software to do it.
I will try that soon.
All i need is time n idea.
Phuahaha..
Yapp. Am totally blank.
XD
i ate lots today.
I really cant handle whats going on in my stomach now.
Feels weird.
Arggh..
Btw..8 more days!
*wootwoot*

i have one question:
"whats bananas in pajamas mean to you?"
{wowyea!i picked a nice random question today >:D}
BLAHBLAH.CYAPEEPS~

Busted!

2009-04-24T13:41:00.001-07:00

2009-04-23T06:32:00.000-07:00

?laer era u taht wonk i dluoc woh"
? uoy evol i dluoc woh
.iasanemog

".deil htob ew kniht i

-QuotedFrom:someonesheart-

::minyo fan cafe::

2009-04-18T10:32:00.000-07:00

Hmmh..now i update this with my cp again..
Today's reason is i just remembered i hvnt update my blog after closed the laptop..
Mhuahaha..

I didnt go out today.
Just have a nice rest in my house.
Take some nap since i didnt get enogh sleep these past few days.
And eat lots.
Hahaha.
But because i forgot i cant eat much my stomach hurt now.
Hahaha.babo.

I saw comment in this blog about how dumb i am in english.
Lol. Thanks anyway.
U woke me up. Haha.
All these times i just too lazy write in proper english.
Haha. Well, i'm asian that live in asia.
So yeah i hope all my readers understand why i'm dumb in engeurrizsh.
Lol.jk. But seriously..
Thanks for anyone who's commented under "goodenglishspeakers" name.
I hope i can improve my english soon. ^^

so today i was sing again.
Lmao~
i become like to sing. Haha.
I love the pleasure seeing dying kittens.
Jk.
Tommorow i'll post it up here.
I was sing "through the rain"
that's my fave song :D
u know whats babo?
I drink more honey in hope i can make my voice better.
Wahahaha!
Well thats work a bit though.
My voice level now is "fainted owl"
thats one level above my prev. Level "dead rats"
hahahaha.*WTH*
anyway, drink honey n be healthy please!
Lol theres no connection with what was talking about!=~=
++babosuperlicious++

o!o!o!
When i was take a nap i get this strange dream.
The dream was i was walk with my friends somewhere,
but suddenly i feel alone and the location of where am standing also changed.
It changed to a corridor in my JHS building.
When i was searching for my friends suddenly someone talked to me from behind.
When i was turned around i was shocked because the one who talked to me is me when i was like 9 years old.
We talked a bit then she told me to follow her.
I followed her and the dream's ended.
I woke up with tears blew out from my eyes.
I am surprised that i was cried.
I dont know why i was cried.
It's strange.
O___o'''

i found facebook a bit boring these days.
So i tried make some thing new.
I make a group called
::*::minyo fan cafe::*::
haha.weird. I know that. Haha
basically i dont know whats that group for.
Lol.
Tomorrow i also will post the link lead to my fan cafe xD
OMG..
Everyday minyo become weirder and weirder.
Haha.
I reall need a doctor.
Lmfao~

around 9 my mom got back home and bring my grandma.
Yeah.
My grandma move in to my house.{=~= like again*sigh*)
n took over my room.
Omg. I had to have extra patience.
Pffh..
Well thats okay btw.
I will move out in 2 weeks.
So, no big deal la~
haha..
Wahaha am such a bad kid! >:D
lmao.

I hate to be jobless.
I always caught in bored.
And my mood changing weirdly as well.
Aiguh~
somehow i really want to enter college as soon as possible.
But yeah, i'm super nervous too. Mhuahaha.
Pray for me please..
Haha.

I just noticed that many people ask
AM I ALWAYS BEING SO HYPER AND JUMPY
haha.
The truth is, YES.
I always do.
Haha. I have extra energy that make me cant be quiet or even calm.
Mhuahaha..did i scared u?
Hehe.
I dont like being all sad and blabla.
Even sometimes i am but i tried my best not to.x3

i am so happy that i receive text from him today.
Hehe.
Eventhough its just a simple message but i like the content.
Hehe.
I miss him much <3
i wish all the best for him.
I hope he can do good in school n his job. X3
love u dear.

Post before bed

2009-04-16T09:23:00.001-07:00

Hey hoy hey!xD
minyo write this blog wif my cp.
Yeeppp! I shud turn off my laptop n go to bed.
Since my mom will be super angry if am not.
Haha.
Minyo cant sleep yet so i choose to update blog wif cp.
I have good news!lol.
I found my pinkeh iPOD i lost it fo like 3 months.
Lol. N minyo hear sum slow song wif it now.
XD
IDK if in a few minutes i'll fell asleep or not.
Haha. Songs in my pinkeh iPOD is soh dayum nice!
Hahaha.
I have best collection eva.
But.. I cant hear it much since my iPOD is syupah broken aswell..=x=
it keeps lost its batteries so fast.
Pffh~
but anyway.. I missed my iPOD much!hahaha..
Ima just enjoy it while i can..hehe

so finally today i can talk to my choco donut.
Yeay!haha.
I missed talk to him..
He bring both good n bad news.
Yah.
Good news is he passed n bad news is he still cant get on much since he shud prepare for univ. Test.
Baby, dnt forget to tell minyo yer result okay!
U really have to pay attention more to your health!
Still..NO COKE U MAH BAD BOY!XD
hehehe..
SARANGHAE~RAWWWR!!

Today is just same old days.
Nothings new.
I just go out to get my student pass n go buy some cucumber.lmao.
Then go home, half an hour after that i go out again to buy a sleeping bag n few other stuff for my sist.
She'll go to camp tomorrow n return on sunday maybe.
Hahahaha. Am a bad sist. Lol. Idk her schedule much.
*got kicked bx my sist*

am hearing:
U're The Universe
now.hahaha.
Yayaya~ sucha old song..haha
i have rotten old playlist. Face it. Lmao~

pffh~
minyo got bored easily these days.
N also,,
some odd feelings comes bother.
I hate when those feelings come.
I got blank easily too.
Daang.
I need to go to d doctor soon.hahaha.
My mind in error phase now. Wahahah.
Ow mah gawd
i hope nothins wrong in me. Xp

weew
my iPOD now playing my fave instrumental song.
IT MIGHT BE YOU
i like that song since in JHS.
My friends in JHS make me like that kind of genre.
Hehe.
Kinda old n classy songs.
And jazzy. Some a bit mellow but its so audible.haha
yah. Thanks to them. XD

i think ima go sleep now.
The songs played keep getting better n better.
Makes me yawn n wanna go sleep.
Haha.
Mah iPOD really do magic.
Lol.
Wait..
Wahahaha..
No wonder!
I turn on slow songs playlist.
Lol.
Cya~ima sleep now!
Muuuaaah~

2009-04-15T12:04:00.000-07:00

harrrharrrhaaarrr~
so yeah.. finally..i decide try to sing.
lmfaoooo..
i just get bored with stuffs so yah..
i was think i can get rid of this boredome by singing.
roffllllhardroffll~
i cant believe i post mah cracky voice. hahhahaha~
xD
i try mah new software called *beep*
to mix mah voice n BG song.
the result:
FAIL.its super ruined. haha.
the song n mah voice didnt fit eachother.
i was spent like 1 hour just to make it fit.
but i cant. it still fail. auurrgghh /[>O<]\ anyway..
here's minyo singing..
{ear=bleeding is your own responsible. since i wont eva be responsible for anything happened to you.}
{clicking the play button mean -> yer own choice. i will runaway now xp}
{i've remind youuu~lmfao}

minyo-missing you.mp3 - minyo

hahahaha~
so..hows yer ear??loooll~

jjjaaaaaahh~enuff fo that thing.xD
oyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!
so today i tried the chubby bunny thing.
haha~
this vid reaaaaaallly r long wif un-importy-thingy~
=v=
ya you know me. ;]

i look syupah dork.x3
blahblah.yah.as usual.xD

for raine
:: miss you dear ::
:: i hardly contact you TT~TT ::
:: no coke ::
:: update yer blog!! ::
:: RAAAAWWRR~ ::

need to sleep now~ :D
c ya peeps~ ;3

>>><<>><<<

2009-04-13T10:56:00.001-07:00

i have a sleepless night again.
aiiihh. i was planned to sleep early tonoght.
and yeah. i was sleep at 7.
juz 2 hrs past i got up. and caught with this sleepless mood.
WTH??i want to sleep but cant~ daayuummm~ -~-

when i am not sleep. it always ended up being bored.
and when i am bored i'll do randdomy things.
haha.
and yah.for today my random thing was...
*drumrolls*
record me talking alone
{like dummies}
and post it to imeem so people can hear it. haha

i was record like many things.
but i decide post 2 of the records.
:D
here.. first one..
idk how to describe it. its juz so random.
i talk abt hecka old stuffs.
and yah. chubby bunny.. rofl.
am really interested doing that.
even i am not got tagged by anyone but ima try to do haha.
its juz soo funny yoh~xD

random minyo.wma - minyo

and this one..
i was got some..idea..
record while i am telling kids story.
haha..
so the story's title is fairy tulips.
i got that story from..a site called www.apples4theteacher.com
nice kids story in it.
haha. i mean nice is -> SYUPAH CUTE
haha
u know am really into many cute stuffs.hehe.
so..here's the 2nd records:

fairy tulips.wma - minyo

am thinking to do more records.
so.. if u have any idea what shud i do when doing the records..
juz tell me.
but seriously..i wont take any singing idea.
lmao.
my voice r bad as a goat voice.
harharhar~
*creepy laugh*

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

hmmm...
minyo is confused abt a thing.
actually..its not confused though.
its more like.
i really dont know abt it.
annoying? yah. sure it is.
i jus like. i dont know the way my feeling is anymore.
am juz like..
hmm.. this thing make me like fed up n tired.
jus.. wow.
it goes like flash.
am very thankfull i got this experience but..
i juz wanna say no thanks. i dont want that thing ever happened again in my life.
too tired man.. way too tired.
i feel like i've been fooled.
TT^TT
ima jus wanna find new life.
am too bored with this life. thats not mean i wanna die or sumthin
sounds too emoistic.lmao.
being emo is not mah thing yooooh~xDD
arrrkkkkhh~
forget it.
feels like i really dont wanna talk about it.:)
it make me feel bad n sad n emo~
yuck!!!!lmaoooo~

hmm..
ima try to sleep then.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesss peeps~:D

hard man!!hard!!TT^TT

2009-04-09T05:00:00.000-07:00

haiih..
its just the 1st day n feel so hard.
minyo miss raine.
i was on when he was off..i was off when he was on.
haaaaaaaaaa~
i hope i can be patient for a while.
raine..
today the sky is really clear.
i can see full moon here.
it makes me happy.hehe.yah.and i was remembered about you when see that.
yahyah~i know..hella cheesy~kkk.
i love cheezy~haha.
yah. i was remembered bcus u have same hobby with me right?
stare d sky n talk to stars like dummies~xD
hehe<33333333333>
i hope we can chat lots soon ne?:3
you work hard ne!!no cokeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
today i was cook with my sister.

we cook salmon steak with teriyaki salad.
haa~wow yumeey~ am really full!!:D

tomorrow i will have class again.
i hope the class will be fun.lol.
when private class can be fun??
pffhhh~*sigh*

am not camwoohing today.
but i made a video.haha.
yah.
so i was tagged by miso unnie.
kkk.
5 facts about minyo!
wow yeay!!:D here the vid:

so random!!wahaha~
yahhpp!!
i still wear mah pajama~
wahahahaha....sooo comfy =v=

thats all for now~
ima update the blog tomorrow again.:)

l..lo..lov..lovoooriine~

2009-04-08T10:07:00.000-07:00

today am late for my class yoh~

hahaha..yaya~i know~typical bad student~lmao xD
after class was done i went to mall n bought a cake for my friend.
its her birthday today!:D
i mean..yesterday..
wow yeah!she was my JHS friend.
so today was like reunion of my JHS friends!kkk..
omigaaashh~i missed them much!:3
long time haven't go play with em.haha.
and yeah i ate the cake muuucch.hihihi~
u know i have a really bad sweet-tooth.
then after i met mah luuuvvleey friends i went back to the mall.
with my mom n sist..
we watched fast n furious for the second time!
OAO'''
i hate to watch movie more than one time.
just dont like it. even the movie is hella epic.
lmao.still..i dont like to rewatch any movie.
not interested at all..haha
u know what??after like 20 mins in the cinemas studio, i was fall asleep.
really. i was really sleep. and hurt my neck cus i sleep in odd position.haha

i hate these days all food price r sooo expensive. TT^TT
so today i was had lunch in that mall.
i was eat with my sist n we just order 2 kind of food.
one was a plate of veggie *idk whats the name*
and another plate is fried fish with red sauce.
and u know how much we spent on those food??
idr 80.000!!
dannng~hecka expensiveee!!O~o;;;
well..blame the tax .haha.
yah.the tax is soo high.
its killing me fooooowww shooooooorr~xDD

aside from that..hihihihii~
what was minyo wear today???
yahhpp~again..color range : black-grey-white
and i try to use "asian-teeny-bopper" style~
*that was cooney said*lmao
haha..yeah..the formula to get the style:
just pile up some piece of your clothes
layering some clothes.thats how!:D
::and this is my eye make-up today::
i use smokey eye style.but i make it brighter.:D
i kinda like today's eye make up.
my eyes was looked big n fresher! :3
i wanna make tutorial for this. n share it here..
but i always fail.hihihi x3
later ima try again na~just pray i wont fail.xpppp

RAINE was said he wont be able to get online much.
yah.that makes me sad la~ TT^TT
i will miss him much.
he need to study n he'll busy get some part time job.
aiiih~
whywhywhyyyy~ppphfffffffftt~
well..i hope he can get online even for just to say hi n bye to me.
i'll wait for him though ;)
kkk. i love u. ima wait you na!:3
fighting on your school!!be gewd.hihihi~
no coke!xppppppp

yoooooh~
camwoooh session!!
hahahah~yeahh..thats what minyo like~:D

kim junsu ssiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~
aauuuuww~miss this kamo much!!hahahaha...
dorkaaay oppa!!!yoyoyoyooyyoooooo~
where r youu???
wow..i just realized i havent do fangirling stuff as much as before..kkk~
aww~i cant wait to go to their mirotic concert laaaaaaaaaaaa~
yaaaaaayyy!!!i hope i can get the ticket. i really have to watch their mirotic concert.
if not idk i'll regret till my age 100 maybe.wahahah~

where??where??

2009-04-06T04:02:00.000-07:00

omagaaaaahhhd~where is raine?

miss him so much.
raine!!talk to me!!why yer missing??
O~O'''
you even not left me any pm!!
blah ima go date mr.popo if u not shows up!!xp
pull back my word!
haha..u shown up!i wont date mr.popo then.heheheheh...
love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!

hmm..
on the weekend i was gone with my friends to da mallll~
yeah!!
we was gone to karaoke then watch movies n go eat dinner.
yayy..i miss my friend!
i havent meet them for ageess!!hahaha..finally~ have fun time!:D
hhahaha..so the karaoke time was a meeessssss
really. but syuuppaahhh fun!:D minyo have fun lotss!
we was like actin like a crazy fan to whoever was sing.
haha.i really addicted to karaoke.lol.even my voice was like dead cat
lmao~

and sure i took loooootssaa picts alone..
solo pict fo sho!!xDD
that pic i took when i was in the karaoke place.
the name is "lemonade"
but as a typical karaoke place..
the smell of it not like lemonade..
it smells like smokaaay cigarette.
lool.
but this place is way better.have a better smell i mean.
n cozy too!:

u know toucholic?
a cf by jang geun suk..
cellphone cf..i think its samsung cellphone
u knoooww...the song was hella epic man!!
i love it!!!
n sooo i edit my picture with toucholic theme.xD
and ... jang geun suk.. hella cute.lol
xp
btw i like the film baby and i.
mason moon!!shoott!!
the cutest baby that ever born!!daaaangg~
if i have a son..i want him to be like mason moon.xDD
wahahahahahahahahahaha...

yooooo helllloooohhh!!!
i laawwwffv that blue jacket!
it has hoodie..n have stars motive..
pluuuuuussss i got it really cheap!
wahaha..i'm a cheap-lookin-gewd-stuff-holic
hahahahahahahhahaha.

those picture i took when i was in VANNAS farawell.
wow. i missed them soo much.
i cant wait to meet em again next month!huraayy!:D
i hope they do good in sing na!:3

owwwyessshh! :3
i have my PSD BRUSH back!!!!
wahahahahaahahhahahahahahahhahahahaha!!!!!!!
i was left it in my prev. laptop.
but now i got it back with meh.hmuahuahuahau~*creepy laugh*

wanna see meh in boyish style??here:
hahaha~xD
doooooohhh aaaaa leewwwwgiinnhh gheewwwwdd???
wahahhaa....
do i make a hot boy??
harrhaarr~
no hot boy with longhair dummbaaazz~xDDD

so..maybe today ima go sleep early.
ima watch korean drama so i cansleep well
wahahahahhhahaha
rofl~

i wanna talk abt sorrysorry mv.
by super junior
wow.simply outstanding dooodeee!!!:D
its kinda have justin-timberlake-ey element in it.
sooohhh sseeesssssssyyy~xD
hiihihihihiii~
n shindong..idk he gain more waight again.
he looks chubbier in the mv!
but its good though..i prefer chubby shindong than skinny shindong.
oppa looks good if he's chubby ne?:3 cuter!:D

o!
u remember i was bitten by a mosquito?n i finally have a biiiggg red cushion-like on my elbow??
the one who bit me wasnt a mosquito!!
its a bug!!
its black and have like a stngy thing on it head.
sooh scarrry!!i found that bug in the morning.
lol
i've killed it btw..
wahahaahaha~xD*devillaugh*

see ma room yo?!?!
hahahah
its a big mess!hahahha..
ive packed up some of my things.:D
and yah..lookin woot woot!xD
wooww~yeah!
less than one month!:3
muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh~xD