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confronting problems in my process to success. a painful pleasure.

Kamis, 06 Mei 2010 ♥

peeps, u might often heard about guilty pleasure right? guilty pleasure is somewhat we call for some “wrong” things we do but bring pleasure and happiness toward us. then what is a painful pleasure? for me, it is a thing that come or happen in life which is bring pain but after i pass through that thing, i found something good which makes me happy, and as well as bring me to a brighter point than the time before i gone through the pain. which is good, not bad. *cough* well,, even in the pain process i usually nag nag nag, complain, or even just want to give up already, i just try be patient and grab a good result as soon as possible. things like that makes us feel even more satisfy, and makes thing we have more valuable for us. :)

and now, actually i feel like i am in that pain process. since i feel like many problems always come and never over. its like a chain, which is so long. *sigh*

my mom was hospitalized since yesterday. she got a terrible headache, when i was in school she call me to go home and when i arrived she already 80% to be fainted away. so scary, so i bring her to raffles hospital in bugis. after we arrived, she got oxygen string attached to her nose, and as well as a pulse detector machine which is been stick by the nurses to detect the heart beat. she also was gone through a ct scan to help doctors diagnose the problem. i took her around 10 am, shortly after we arrived there one of my mom business colleague came to accompany us. good thing that at 12 bb came to help me too. after the ct scan the doctor said there was nothing weird happened but she need to be hospitalized. that time i have to go back and settle some things down, so i asked bb to accompany mom to be transferred to the room and look after her if something happen or mum need something. been two hours i was at home and busy with stuff, mom call and told me that bb will come to take her medicine. bb come very fast and took d med and like a flash he go back to hospital again. i really have to thanked him, because if he’s not there i dont have anyone to be counted on here, and also for his patience go here and there and stay at hospital for 7 hours. bb, arigatou :) saranghae~ <3

now i sat down here, next to mom’s bed accompany her and thinking other things that caused by or maybe causing my mom to be like this.this incident is connected to some problems which mom think a lot lately not to mentioned that the problem also occur to me. i had to be included and took responsibility to it. cant say the precise thing here, because its not the time yet or its just not suitable to be published to public …or yeah, maybe i just chickened out because of just embarrassed by the truth. :/

even in hospital, i cant hold the narcism nerves in me. so powerfull :p

needless to say, i got body pain today and lack of sleep because of the improper accommodation for the guardians of the patient. they only prepare a chair and some sofa in the lobby, so i try to slept on both of it,i found it not even nice so finally i just sat on the floor and fell asleep there. lol. shiz, the room damn cold! i even use a pashmina and a towel to cover my body. one more night i need to sleep like that, its okay. i just dont want to go back home. if i am at home i will be even more worried. i better stick to her so i know what happen to her and just can see her. i dont want something bad happen and i am not here. just incase, i am not whish something to happen but i just get paranoid if i go away.

anyway, there is also some good news anyway. mom will be discharged tomorrow, maybe afternoon. or maybe in the morning when i will be at school. a good thing that her friend will come to help her with everything. i want to stay but i already skip 2 classes yesterday, i dun wan get warning letter, and mom also suggest me to go to school anyway, so yeah i will attend class tomorrow.

this morning when i want to make a mail to mrs. wenshan about my program transfer, i saw my inbox and found a mail. i opened it, i tought its just another junk mail but its not. it even thousand times better than that! the mail informed me that i am chosen to be featured in teenage magazine in singapore. yay! actually, last week people from the related magazine was came to school and they found us, (me and my friends) and took our pictures. they said they will pick some students from psb to be featured as a model for coming edition. waaa~ omg!! so happy! i will have another experience later! yayayayayy~ :D i texted paolo loco and he said he also got in! :) so happy~ lol, a funny thing, paolo said we will be a magazine buddy. lmao~ the photo shoot will be on 13ts april @ 2 pm. sooooo excited =D

today bb also came and accompany me till dinner time. we went to bugis junction to take a walk and get dinner while mom was sleeping. hehe. oyea, another super hilarious thing was happened when we was take a walk in the mall. so, there in the mall they have a bridal exhibition. we walked passed through it to go to another part of the mall. so, theres an old man came approach us. i suspect he was one of the promoter guy there. i know that he will offer something about the bridal to us. so when he talked with my bb (in chinese) i laugh myself to death. and my prediction was right, bb said that the old man ask us if we already married or not and offer us to make pictures, a bridal picture. oh my god. i cant held myself not to laugh out loud! its just simply funny! hahaha xD

o! o! i was visited the body shop today and found one parfume i want to buy after i finished all my stock haha. cherry blossom fragrance! so nice! even bb likes it. i will definitely buy it later :D

yesterday i bought a drawing book.

its so nice! the book looks like a novel book but its plain inside. so people wont know if its a drawing book, they might think its only just a novel book haha. i decided to buy a new drawing book because i want to start collect my creations in a serious way. since i am thinking to go to an art school right after i finish my course in psb :) hehe. yesterday i draw a japanese old man do a decorating flowers tradition, and today i draw my bb, in realistic style. so hard! i spent like an hour or so to make it but its still not look similar.

i need to practice more ><

anyway, i have to sleep. tomorrow i will go jogging at 5 again. have to sleep early a bit :p hhehe.. see you peeps~ <3

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